PSLE Results gonna be out !!!!

Primary 6 students gonna advance to Secondary Schools....

So...Recruitment drive is back again...althought I no longer affected by this... I shall do a pre-advertisement for the CCA bahz..haha!!




ST JOHN AMBULANCE BRIGADE SINGAPORE

Haha..althought the poster is meant for officer course but still can la hor.. I really happy to see YOUNG Officer Cadets start to rise..ranging 17yrs old to the max of about 21yrs old(for now..but ahemz,senior citizen/nothing to do/no wkend life may apply)..spend their precious 7 teenage weekend at HQ. Well, It is gd to see how great their passion toward the organisation.

Enjoy!..Enjoy!..Enjoy!

Just a short update...

Morning got to bring the group down for the Community Bonding Carnival at Hougang.. Everything okok ah...saw some familiar faces there too..hehez.. but lucky not her... if nt..sure sian..

Then ard 4pm...rush back home to bathe and change...went down to Kampung Chai Chee Community Centre to help out in the event.. Sharon event.. Jeffery also there.. Kiat Siang and a few other ppl.. haha.. not bad event...

Hahaha.. now all noe my criteria liao.. as long dun clash interest and C is nt there.. i can consider to help...and not me who come out the nick...it is them who come out with it during the bitching session...really craps leh..different group will come out different bitching topics of the same "object".... hahaha!

Well.. overall quite a gd day bahz... I tink my mind is really set this time... unfortunately she fall into the worst category...when will i ever get over it.. i really dunno ..for now, really trying hard to be gd..really.. haha.. i can be good to others but why not her ah.. hmm..i really wonder...?

Abit on yesterday.. wahh..end so late that I din go down the brigade dinner.. but also no big deal ah.. i not so eager to show my face and be known...sumtimes i just can't see some ppl face.. aiyoo.. i really need help to counsel me manz...maybe hypotise wud help..haha..but still urgh..tinking bout it...yucks~!

Crawling away...
Fairus =)

True friends are hard to find and difficult to leave.. A frend is someone who understands ur past n accept u just the way u r...

i have always wanted to voice this out...but i was kinda afraid... n now i think its the right time for me to say this... if u are reading this then im sorry... i've been keeping it for so long... i've been wanting to say this straight at u but somehow, me as ur "bestfrend" do not want to see u get offended by my words or to see u down again... so rite now, im juz expressing my feelings thru blogging n its the best way... :) people do come n go...u agree?

let me ask u a ques aye... wat is the definition of true frenship..? a someone who says ," i will always be by ur side" when they need help n when they dont, they'll juz leave u alone? hmm...here it goes.. a true frend is someone who sees u thru the bad n good times... make u happy and is there for u when u're sad... hmmm....

there are times in all of our lives when we need the comfort, and someone who understands completely... and for some reason, continues to help us when we are at out worst... to me, a true frend understands...i used to understand a frend of mine.... not juz a frend..but a "bestfrend"... i understand her ALOT...! im glad to be the one who knows all ur problems....u told me not to tell anyone..yes..i dont..i used to be someone who's always there for her when she needs a shoulder to lean on...a someone who's there for her when she needs a listening ear..yes... i pity her problems.... but i feel sorry for this... no matter how much listening i do, or support i give..u still feels depressed n does harmful things to urself...i know u need the support n therefore i am here to try my best to help u n to cheer u up......let me tell u something.... not only u who feels tat way... i feel tat way too aitez... i am glad to help someone like u.... i tried my best to give u motivations n encouragement.....we used to be TOGETHER everytime n everywhere...did u realised tat?

i text u everytime to ask bout ur conditions and you did likewise.... im concern bout u n its sincere.... i dont wanna see u doin stupid stuffs or getting urself hurt all because u felt guilty after doing something... u shouldnt aitez! be strong!after sometimes, im happy to see u back to normal... we shared laughter together, went to chill, relaxing n stuffs lyk tat... im happy to see u fine....n im happy to see tat i've done my part as a frend... frends tat are willing to be there are the frend tat care....i tried my best not to remind u bout ur past... ur past is something not to be think of again... get it off frm ur mind... but if u did, it will make u more depress...n if u didnt, im sure u'll be back to normal...

after awhile, u got "him" who would treasure u.... "him" who understands ur problems but not like i did....n im sure u will care for him more coz he's more than a frend to u... right then, i hv to admit tat our frendships are no more close like last tym... u spent ur time with him more than me.... yes... i choose to understand....

But after awhile, i sympatize.... seriously sad...Frm your eyes, i noe it full of regrets to be with him, it is just to fulfill your childhood dream and you are scarificing everything for it...Sum1 who is strong and confident..sum1 whom i motivate to stand and face the world again...within a short period, u r a totally changed person..low self esteem..abused and weak...

I've always waited for ur messages wanting to know bout ur conditions.... n yet.... u juz kept quiet leaving ur "bestfrend" here in curiosity.... sometimes i asked myself, am i being a gd frend? im sad... till now...im truely sad....u used to tell me, "no matter who and if the world come crushing on you, you wish i would be there by ur side...pls keep in touch wib me..ya..."

i dont want us to be lyk ur old frends where they totally forgets bout you...ok fine...n now..where are all ur words??? promises are meant to be broken...n afterall, promises are juz words tat means nothing....its been so long i've been so nice n patient towards u..i didnt expect more than a frendship... but a true frendship tat could last forever...a frendship tat have memories which stays in our heart...

i miss the old "u"...u're not the gal tat i used to know last tym.... a gal with full of laughter n lame jokes....u nvr fail to make me smile too everyday.... a gal who used to update me with her life.... but now, not anymore rite?haiz..i dun wanna say much lah or go into futher details.... i juz hope u realised how much i care for u as a frend k... no matter wat, i'll always be there for u to give a helping hand aite?n i still appreciates u no matter wat bestie...

I'm just a call away.....

True frends nvr let u do stupid things,True frends watch over u,True frends tell u the truth,True frends are FRIENDS THAT STAY BY UR SIDE THROUGHOUT UR LIFE..

Signing Off,
Ah Fai (*^_^*)

A short and simple entry for today...

Indeed it is true that a leopard would neber change its spots. This is how hypocrite a person can be....I think it already reach the point beyond redemption...

I am really pissed with this matter... grrr... I can't stand it no longer. No room for negotiation...confrontation await..

The next time you come across me, Beware! because I noe what you did tis weekend..muahahaha!

Signing Off...U buzz Off
Fairus..
Long Distance Cuz of Satan