Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Hmm.. I need opinions... can i write anything in my blog?..if i really can write... i guess, i will blog everything out..and i mean everything....

Be it the past or present.. i will start blogging it out 1 by 1... can i?

Anyway some ppl say it is his blog so can write watever he wants... but some ppl say better be discreet...hmm,which shud i becum?

Cruelty... what is cruelty?... define for me..anyone?...cause I believe in Singapore, more often cruelty happen to animals but if it happen to humans...how is it done ah?

Haha...what is all this talk bout God?...frankly, I am not that pious nor do I preach about religion so dun need to yak yak so much bout it....whats the point of the talks of being near to God but hahahahaa...... no comments.. "Kalau kail panjang sejengkal,lautan dalam jangan diduga"....well this malay proverb trying to say is tat if you got limited knowledge,don't talk like pro... no offense bout it but it is a laughing stock mahz...

Oh ya..adeq...u c.. told u liao.. it is not me who is affected by what is blog but sum1 opening new blog for his so called two of a kind trusted frens.. keke~!

Oh ya...when is the next prawn fishing??.. any1 goin to chill and drink... but dun tell any1 bout it hor...wan low profile...wahahahahaaa =p

Signing Off...to those affected do F**k Off..shoo~shoo~
Fairus
Long Distance Cuz of Satan



Hello everyone!!

Oppss.. sensitif eh bang.. haha.. sorrie lor.. Lolzz!!... okie.. will know wat to do nxt time.. =p

Hope everyone doing fine out there... Those habing exams, all the best and gd luck ya! Must do well...

Those habing holidays....enjoy urself and hab lotsa fun...

Those habing attachments....dun skive but at same time..do find time to relax..

Those working...dunno wat say.. just take care lor.. haha!!

Okiezz.. last Sunday duty was great... overall okie ah.. i was along the Changi Airport Road there..haha.. guess wib who??... It is Faridah and her team.. wahaha!!.. Well, u c ah.. I and Faridah hab not met for like two years?..haha.. do hab plans to go out hari raya or wat together back then but then tak jadi pulak.. ade aje cock up.. heez..

Other than tat.. the Saturday nite stay also very fun... chit chat and talk with people... haha.. alot of secrets/gossips all come out.. realise alot of tings also.. well, guess I am glad it is over...

Hmm..now i feel like I can be rather stupid at times..or shud i say softhearted?..I dunno la.. like wat they say do sound true..'A leopard will neber change their spots" ...If only I realise it earlier or even never even come across it at all, it would be much better... But well, it fated bahz and it is the past already.

Now move forward and aiyoo...again..hmm,may the best oerson win eh.. haha.. dun worry, u hab the lead but I will catch up.. haha!

Everything ended just fine..many happy days ahead.. keke...

2008 wud b a more exciting year to come.. heezz.. but 1st.. nov and dec wud be great as well.. =)

Signing Off,
Fairus


Friday, October 26, 2007

Hey hey..

I must be really free today huh.. lolz..

Well.. well...my blog indeed hab capture people attention... haizz.. obviouse or not whether i am talking bout sum1 or quoting.. tis is just blogging... if cannot write wat i wan.. why shud i blog...true?.. hahazz..

furthermore.. i got nothing to hide and still keeping my promise of wat to say and not to say.. so chill.. or cold la.. watever.. haha!

Abg Sars... tak ya jawab wat i blog earlier.. ade orang jawab kan la...best kan ade orang tolong jawab.. haha..

I simply dun understand why you so uptight bout my blog... u got ur life and i got my life....why let my blog effect u or watsoever la... i din even mention at all bout u.. unlike u ..(not fai)..not fai.. wat soever... craps right? u called me craps once...so not wrong for me to be crapping..

u call me foolish and bastard once too... well, indeed it is coming true or already proven... =)

wat else?...summore dun call urself a bitch.. cause u dun meet the criteria to be one... so plsss..

Enjoy ur life to the max and be happy with whoever u r happy with....

oh ya.. anyway.. i will convey ur definition to my 10 yrs old cousin...( gd ness.. u can even disagree with a 10 yrs old kid...isk isk..)

haha!!...ya..everything fine wotz... u msg me.. i reply.. u ask me sumting.. i reply... correct?



Yoz..Yoz..

I'm back to blog.. hmm, looks like certainly my blog is a hotspot too.. haha!! Hmm, I shall repeat this again.. my blog got no sign of anyone names mention..correct? What is it with the thing that I am talking bout you..u noe who? My gdness..can be more matured or rather open minded(u sure got no problem with tis..wotz?rite?) with things..

Guys.. btw, please dun misread my entry cause i dun tink my B4 English need to be polish or due to your sensitivity towards my words tat tends to make u misread certain things...

Like many others, without something or someone who not worth to care for in our life, it is much more lively and happier. We can do things that we love to do and not bother bout misc things that wun benefit you for long. All I can say is that it is useless...haha..sound confusing?

This Sunday got HomeTeamNS Real Run..din noe that get to work with the SCDF paramedics and personnels till the last trial run. Well..at least these people are worth spending their weekends and attending events with their knowledge. But some, no knowledge and bombastic experiences..still go ard telling ppl as if like achieve sumting big like tat..aiyoo...May God lead this people back to the right path.

OPppSS!!.. i am talking bout some people.. forget some ppl are too sensitive tat as though the whole world is talking bout them..BUT for sure... we are watching you.. so dun expect much.. if 2007 is quite bad..and frm wat i can predict, 2008 would be worst.. especially goin to the next phase of life.....But still a little of humanity sense frm me..all the best and gd luck to them!.. =p

Btw, I find that more and more ppl having personality problem, mayb i am one of them...hmm, sometime habing split personality might help?.. or is it an illness or sumting.. i really dunno la.. maybe this modernize world is turning everyone crazy.. hahaa!

Friends...How do you see or definition for this?...well, to my 10 yrs old cousin, " Friends is people who can help me and I can throw them away when I do not need their help. But I will be their friend when I need them again." Haha.. tis definition goes well with.. " What friends are for?"

Wahahahaha!!!!!

Abg Sars, is it true that life or humans are like weather forecast?...

Well.. I got a question regarding sumting... How to do what right AND wrong?... =)

Hmm...mayb later I shall blog again.. heezz...


Signing Off...
Fairus
Long Distance Cuz of Satan


Thursday, October 25, 2007

Hello everyone!!..well, I'm back to blog again.. heezz..

Okie shall touch abit bout my last entry...Just as I expected, there are people who just dun understand English or just feel that the entry is aiming at them. Why ah...? I am the one typing out the entry and yet I do not have any1 in mind, you all can just figure out tat it is YOU.

Haha.. okie nvm bout tat.. i can't bother much also...Rather have more frens than foes..ya..i noe tis is craps but wat to do...depends on individual's mentality..

However, can sum1 tell me wat is the meaning of FOES?... haha, got reason why i ask and not tat i duno the meaning..

Okie.. so far.. everything looks fine for me.. now still in search for a job again.. heez..

Let me touch abit on SJAB also..

Well...till now i am still wondering why there is people who join SJAB and willing to start from scratch again? And sorry to say, at the age of 20+...it is abit too late to be starting from the bottom. There are things like career,studies and many more things to care about... SJAB can't no longer be the main priority especially when you are really new to it and everyone is either grown up with it or have a passion in it for years. To summarise it... be realistic and think thru.. I seriously feel that it shud nt b a factor to pressurise oneself with something that at the beginning should not have get involve in.

All above are just my thoughts...anyway, there are people who said tat low esteem people need to keep themselves occupied..is it true?

On personal note(familiar?..huh..huh)... haha!!... think twice or more and decide whether to give it up and do better in things tat u already in or to stay on and endure thru everything but you wun go far.. the hurdles will get worst as you go along.. trust me.. hahaa!!

No names mention again... so please dun b sensitive...

Signing off..
Fairus
..Long distance cuz of Satan..


Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Hello everyone..I'm back to blog again!!..

Yesterday,finally my new set of sofa was delivered..nice nice.. haha!!

Okie, can come my house liao..got seats for u all to sit..hahaha!!

Hmm..some updates frm last weekend.. was down for duty.. the HometeamNS Real Run Trial Run.. overall it is okie..end rather early also..hehe

For the past few days other than the enjoyable Hari Raya mood,many things happen and cleared..finally~.. thanks for everything guys..

I hope that it would really end already as it is getting rather urrhh...

People makes mistakes and in this case,I realise that i make a mistake from the start..wat was i thinking back then?..hmmzz..thanx for the enlightenment..haha!

But well..life is a stage.. full of actings.. haha..rite?rite?

On a better note(hmm..sound familiar..rite), I am happy and relaxed nowadays..really!!..i am not living in denial hor..Welcome to the real world =p

I got a story to share..i read it frm a book..i will share part of it only..the confession part by JUDY..I find it rather poor thing..

here goes..

"..I had enough of playing with pple's feeling ...hahahhahhahahhha...really very the drama of looking emo/sad/cry....i think i really should join acting ......hahahhaa hahahhaha, i realise i have been playing with pple's feeling instead, pple like ABOY/JOE...hahhaha, i tot they replacing EDDY will make me forget EDDY, but instead, on the first day of NEW YEAR, i miss EDDY very very extremely much(cos the past 2 NEW YEAR, i was with him n his family) ....The guy who taught me wat's life is all abt, the guy who knows everything abt me....... like i say to myself , i seriously dun wanna be a playgal who take pple's feeling lightly cos of EDDY, i'm gonna forget everyone n jus b myself...EDDY has a wide place in my heart since 3 yrs ago.... k la, now NEW YEAR, i dun wanna think of unhappy stuff.......lastly to ABOY, i should be the one saying sorry to u instead,hHahhahaha...."

Hmm.. I really dunno to pity Aboy or the gerl..

after reading into the story.. a few short questions pop up..
1)Why did ABOY,JOE,EDDY and ALAN relationship with the gerl,JUDY, come to an end?
2)EDDY who knows JUDY very well would end everything?
3)From the first few chapters,JUDY went with JOE,ALAN and ABOY when she finally say that she can't forget EDDY...how can..rite?

Well..conclusion is that hope everything will goes well..the story haben end yet..

Oh ya.. i realise there are ppl who can't accept their name mentioned in conversations of others..well,wat i can say is tat..paranoid.. to me, if u noe tat u neber do anything wrong,why agitated for..unless u got tings to hide n scared it leak out???

Oh ya..oh ya!!.. my blog song.. the chinese version is titled: Tong Hua.. well, it is a nice song..i sang it a few times.. actually, i knew this song since last year already but some ppl just mistaken as i learn to sing it recently..sorry lor.. =p

Hmm..guess quite long my tis entry.. anyway just to note to all readers,watever mention above is based on true story and pls,dun come after me if u feel tat u r in this entry because pls grow up,and open ur eyes big2..ur name is nowhere to be seen up there..rite?

Apart from this...I feel so refreshed once again..

Hey..when can i go prawn fishing again huh??

(*^_^*) ....signing off, Fairus


Friday, October 12, 2007

Hello All!!..

First of all, I would like to take this opportunity to wish all my muslim frens and blogger viewers,Selamat Hari Raya Adilfitri! Maaf Zahir dan Batin!

To the rest of my frens out there,enjoy the festive season..the kueh2..the food.. enjoy!enjoy!.. hahaa..

Well..the month of Ramadhan finally come to an end.. how I wish that this month do not end that fast..really alot of things that I wish to achieve and do in this month..

Fasting..yay!!..I fast full 30 days.. hehe.. to my frens out there who didn't complete,if no choice..nvm..can pay back frm Sunday onwards..If purposely, shame on u..haha..joking2..pay back lor.. owe fasting..pay fasting.. =p

OKie..let me do some updates for yesterday and today...

Hmm..yesterday nothing much..bake some cookies and clean the house..and well,in the evening receive a call from somebody..heez..well,true or not? hmm..so complicated..isk isk..

"What is the most fulfilling in life?..YOU.. =)" << @--<--

Advices.. I need advices..Need advices on how the best ways to break the news..

Come,all fall in, go for coffee!!!

Oh ya,do blessings in disguise always happen to a person? Do telling the world of what you do,gib u a sense of satisfaction?..heezz.. =)

Okie.. end here.. take care all !!!!!

Signing Off,
Fairus


Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Hello everyone..

Gonna post some pics up frm the past few days of events.. heezz


Ahh..an accident happened just moments before the taxi that I am in reach the junction.


This one..not act cute but Chio Bu dare me to do that while wearing U,so who cares..wahaha!!


Ah'ha..this one is nice.. it been long since I wanted tis photo to be taken. Finally manage to get 1 taken..Yay!!


Yay!..This is me and Shyin..PCSS OIC,capable young lady..strong too! =)


Yes..This is me and Evelyn..aww..time flies,she now joined the gang of officerhood. =)


Congrats Mdm Melissa!!..TPSS new addition of Officer.. =)

Okie.. thats all for now.. will add on more in future.. take care everyone!



Kau Dan Ku (Singer: Nuriskandar)

Kau,
Yang pernah ku sanjung,yang pernah ku rindu
Kini kau pergi dari ku

Kau,
sukar mengerti,hasrat di hati,Yang mengelirukan diri ku

(Chorus)
Hanya kau yang aku rindui,Hanya diri mu yang ku cinta
Dilema ini membuat diriku hiba
sayang ooh,maafkanlah diri ku ini,Jika melukakan dirimu
dengarlah rintihan ku..

Ku,
membawa diri tanpa haluan,fikiran terganggu.
Ku,
lihat potret mu,pilu hati ku hingga menyusuk sanubari.

(Chorus)
Hanya kau yang aku rindui,hanya diri mu yang ku cinta
Dilema ini membuat diriku hiba
sayang ooh,maafkanlah diri ku ini,jika melukakan dirimu
dengarlah rintihan ku..

Kini kesal di hati,kau berlalu pergi
tinggal ku seorang diri
Ku bertemankan sepi di jalan ini
Haruskan ku kesali

Ooo...

(Final Chorus)
Hanya kau yang aku rindui,Hanya diri mu yang ku cinta
Dilema ini membuat diriku hiba
sayang ooh,maafkanlah diri ku ini,Jika melukakan dirimu
dengarlah rayuan ku....







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