I believe it is the time for me to say... today is my last day as an NSF!!!!!

I will save the "ORD Oh.." for tomolo once i got my pink IC in my hand.. heezz..

It been really a fruitful 2 years in the army..met alot of frens and learn alot of things over the years.. gonna miz all the good and bad time that I have while in service.. shall remain as memories for me to share with my peers and all.. heez!

Hmm.. nothing much to tok about today.. been tired from the walk duty at ECP.. basically was walking with the big group.. got la abt 8 km.. heez.. quite refreshing but very hot especially I am wearing long pants..argghh.. haha!

Lucky today duty nothing much.. was rather short handed today for the duty..heez..

After duty.. went home to bathe and change.. then took a bus to Clementi.. wahh.. a very long ride..summore with the traffic jam at harbourfront there.. haizz..

Once I reach Clementi.. my sis was there..we then take free shuttle bus to IMM.. heezz.. spend about 2 hrs there.. before went to my uncle house lor.. slag there till about 9pm lor..

Then go home.. reach home about 10+..now resting and so blog abit bahz.. heezz

Okie.. tats all for now... take care peeps..

Its a quiet Thursday morning...Outside still dark..of cos, it is only 6.10am!!..

Hmm...I just know it that ppl will back off at the last min, who would wake up early to just go for a duty on a public holiday?..Ohh well, its okie..my instinct do kinda works or rather I beginning to understand better? which is which doesn't really matter to me now...

Should be going out at ard 7am bahz...faster do finish duty and get it over with.

I kinda sort things out last nite..true enuff no point for me to think so much into certain matters or try to understand things and yet wun do me any gd either. By now, I realise that I given enuff and would gradually tone things down..ohh well,like ppl say.. the higher u climb,the harder u fall.. the deeper you sink, the easier u drown..

If the next few days, any of you find me a changed person...pls do realise that I given up hope on some things and starting to start afresh and free my mind..A new month..a new life as a civilian..my pink IC will unite with me on 1st of June.

I just feel that some things are too much for me to endure that........

I breakdown last nite in public.. haizz..wat a failure..lucky to hab my sis who rush down late at nite to meet me before going home together.

I kinda feel regret for not listening to boss and let my emotions get the better of me.. maybe 1 day, I will openly say that Love s****! as for now,I am really tired to think in depth..just take it with an open mind.

Btw, I am not stressed up..it is just that to me,life is really short..and dun ever make anyone feel that you are taking him/her for granted cause there is no turning back once that happen.. it may lead to unpleasant consequences..

Haha..some things i mention are just things that come across my mind.. it may appear nonsense to some of u but I guess it is better for me to just vent it out here.. it do feel better though. "Pen down my thoughts"... =)

Ohh well..thats my morning digest.. remaining of last nite issues.. sleepless nite again.. okie la.. at least do hab short period of dozing off..

I gonna check my mails...replying to some volunteering emails thingy..

Take care peeps.. enjoy the hols~!!

Today went to NUH Urology Dept for specialist appointment..haizz.. the doctor can't decide wats is exactly wrong with me..so he order for further tests.. a total of 3 tests..
1) blood test..DONE!2 tubes
2) Urine Sample..DONE!3 tubes
3) Dye X-Ray..11th June 2007

...haizz.. hope everything will turn out fine..

Okie.. after finish everything..I went back to camp to do some clearance and send out farewell email.. I am ORD-ing on the 1st of June..this Friday!..looking 4ward to see my pink IC.

I wonder who will be the 1st to have the honour to see me with my pink IC again..haha!

About 2.30pm like tat.. i left camp to go parkway parade to meet Nurul.. we had our lunch at banquet. Shared a plate of Fried Kway Teow and Carrot cake..haahaa! Anyway, Nurul mostlikely will start working on Thursday.. kinda worry for her.. knowing her current commitments and pushing me aside.. is enuff to shag her out.. just hope it will work out fine for her..

After tat..accompany her took a bus to Woodlands.. she meeting her favourite NSF and beloved pal, Norazam.. yah..we reach there kinda early..so I decide to stay with her to wait for him to come..walk abit and we end up sitting outside the VCD shop..watch free shows..

Then about 8pm.. he reach le.. i wanted to go my own way but sumhow..end up with both of them.. haizz.. feel quite xtra ah.. he arrange to meet her mah then like..u noe..u noe.. haizz.. shud just walk off but will feel worried for her going home late.

So I stayed on lor.. then ard 10pm like tat ..we took MRT home.. norazam alight at Orchard station and we alight at Eunos.. I am cutting short the details cause nothing interesting also..

Upon reaching the Eunos Bus Interchange.. we run for the bus.. board the bus and I accompany her walk home till her lift lobby..after which,I make my way home lor..

Suppose to call her about 30mins after sending her off.. but I didn't cause I more concern tat she reach home safe which is more impt to me.. but still, I am sorry for not calling.. but since I am blogging now..means I am safe lor.. heezz.. =p

Okie.. i shall end here ah...habing mixed feelings now..I wanna thanks Jiejie for her constant encouragement and sharing sessions!!.. haha, u r simply great..!!

take care peeps..

Signing Off,
Ah Fai

Its a quiet and tiring Monday morning..arghh..my body feel so tired and aching all over.. didn't really got a good sleep but okie la..

Hmm..woke up early today.. went to wash up and come online le.. check emails frm weekends..hmm..then go surf a few webbies including blogs..

Haizz.. I didn't think that negatively but things that I see or know just making me tat way.. you noe wat i mean.. Friends dun keep that stuffs till tat way and worst now you 2 hardly even communicate(frm wat i noe la)..you get wat i mean? Can say I am affected bout such stuffs but I am not so sensitive to the extreme that I want you to get rid of it etc. I got feelings too and you clearly know wat my feelings are about you and the whole matters.

However after the talk yesterday, I guess that I should start to be cautious too and now that I got a better idea of who or wat I am in ur eyes n heart at this moment,I know what I should do next. I dare to say that I always give my best and give you the best but all those have been dashed within a few secs.. the happiness that I begin to feel as days goes by are starting to fade away..

You mention that if I feel that we should end it, it is fine with you..and okie with it..do you know how piercing those words are?? yes,I can understand that you are cautious and prepared for all that..i suppose. Do it mean that the bond we have now meant nothing to you?

I think it is just me that whenever I begin to really ready to give more...She will already went thru past bad experience or just have something to draw back. Even if we never look like a couple..it dun really matter but it is just a sad thing that it is happening when it comes to me... Haizz..is this my fate? I am really really very lost now..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am really very2 depressed now..one thing lucky is that I am on leave today..hibernation wud gib me some good..

Some notes:

Nurul - Give yourself and Sham some time.. it will get better.. friendship between you two are not that simple and you know it urself...As you value him very much, give him some space to sort things out and time will heal..dun try to salvage it now or instantly..things will be just fine.

Sharon - Thanks for the concern and I really appreciate it. Dun worry so much bout me ah..you got enuff things to worry about liao..and dun heartache so much..later cardiac arrest..hmmmm...

Signing Off,
28/05/07 0900hrs
Fairus

I was just thinking of wat to blog for today... I can't find a good way to type it in with beautiful paragraph or watsoever.. so I tink.. i shall just do it in point form or just as usual..ad hoc entry..

Past few days was busy with some minor2 stuffs so shall not elaborate on it...

Here goes for today...

Morning I woke up early again to go Buona Vista there..took a train down.. on the train.. kinda got scolded thru the phone..cause basically she was fed up by me.. i suppose..

Hmm...went to NACLI for the orientation for new Grassroots Leaders.. haizz.. overall okie la... learn quite a no. of things bout grassroots thingy and more bout PA.

After the thingy.. I took bus 200 instead of the shuttle bus..supposingly to go Harbour Front to meet Sharon and Eve but I got to fly kite as I got another appointment.

So took a train back to Tampines...haha,guess wat..actually the person whom i suppose to meet almost forgot tat she meeting me..my gdness..haizz..ok la, in the end we still meet up as planned.

We had our lunch at CS before walking around abit... then we took a bus to Expo, wan to eat sumting from there.. saw Henry Sir.. talk2 abit.. again..i make her fed up..haizz..

After that,we took a bus to Bedok Stadium there.. need to collect sumting.. frm there.. we walk towards to Bedok Central.. we stop halfway and sit near the other end of Central..we chit chat there.. talk for quite sometimes.. haizz.. understood alot of things and get a clearer picture of wats going on..can say a fruitful conversation..sumtimes the truth hurts.. agree?

After talking..we walk and past by Banquet.. sat down for our dinner and then proceed to NTUC to buy some stuffs..after which,we go home le..

I finally know where I stand and I found out more things today...i dunno how i shud react nor do i noe how should i be feeling nw.. ohh well,wat i can say now,I am very2 sad.. the more I commit into sumting, it always seem goes bad for me.. is it fated?

I really dunno how to describe my feelings now.. a lot of things runs in my mind..
yes..u all can tell me to take things easy but it is easier said than done.

haizz...sumtimes i hope tat I wun noe the things i saw today.. it just make me feel devastated inside..

Signing Off..
Fai

Today nothing much to update at the moment cause it is still morning...

Woke up early today.. charging my hp.. do some works..

Came online.. check some emails and also blog lor...

Haizz...I tink I will be taking away that count up counter.. it is lame..rite?

I guess there isn't anything good that I can do bahzz..it is either lame or stupid.. haha!!

Later I going HQ to find all the requested Logs items that was only send to me on Tuesday and the camp is on Saturday.. haizz.. it is rather a long list..

Okie.. I update later.. buaizz peeps..

Okay. Here is what you have to do~
1. Highlight the whole e-mail.
2. Copy and past into a new e-mail.
3. Change all the answers so that they apply to you.
4. Send this to a whole bunch of people you know including the person who sent it to you.
The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known facts about your friends. BE HONEST and have some fun today!
It doesn't take long. So please reply. Please?
/Read it all please/
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1. Starting Time:2.25pm
2. Full Name: Fairus Bin Ismail
3. Best Friend(s): Leslie,Gerald,Jiehui,Joey,Xiaohan,Ruping,Joyce,Faridah etc..
4. Sexiest Friend: Jorelle!!..haha
5. Funniest Friend(s): Amanda
6. Smartest friends: Jacqueline
7. Dumbest Person: Hmm..hard to answer this..
8. Shyest Friend: Siti
9. Most boring person: Chang Bao
10. Who Do you get advice from: my Officer!
11. D(ate)O(f)B(irth): 05 August 1984
12. Righty / Lefty : righty
13. Shoe Brand: New Balance
14. Do you Crack any Body Parts: Fingers
15. Siblings: 1 younger Sis
20. Email Addy: faisjab@yahoo.com
21. Boy Friend/Girl Friend: Single but not available:)
22. Crush: dun have.. dun wan to crash
23. Liked a Teacher: no
25. Ever laughed so hard you've peed in your pants: Nope..
26. Ate a Tub of Ice Cream: YES!!
27. Ran Into a Glass Door: Nope
29. Gone Skinny Dipping: No.
30. Gotten hit/nearly hit by a car: YES!!

******Girls Fill Out About Guys******
35. Boxers or Briefs:
36. Tall or Short:
37. Does size matter:
38. Six-pack or Muscular Arms:
39. Body or Personality:
40. Ear Pierced or Not :
41. Sporty or Outdoorsy :
42. Good Guy or Bad Guy:

******Guys Fill Out on girls****** ---Leave it to the guys please!
47. G or hipster undies: G?
48. Tall or Short : Short
49. Long Hair or Short : Long
50.Dark or Light Eyes: Dark
51. Light/Dark Hair: Dark..
52. Body or Personality: Both?..
53. Ears Pierced or Not: Depends
55. Good Girl/Bad Girl: Good Girl
56.Hair Up or Down : Up
57. Sporty or Classy: Sporty
58. Chicken or Not Afraid : Not Afraid

******Which One is Better******
59. Coke or pepsi: Coke!
60. K.F.C or Mcdonalds: MCD!
61. Cats or Dogs : Used to have cats but I prefer small dogs or puppies.
62. Coffee or Tea : Coffee Mocha
63. Eastside or westside: East Side!!
64. Vanilla or chocolate: Chocolate
65. Cake or Cookies: Cake!
66. Purple striped Lime socks or white socks: white socks
67. Sunset or Sunrise: both
68. Day or Night: Night
69. Lights on or off: off..
70. Summer or Winter: Winter wud be nice

*****Your favorite******
71. Food: Hor Fun,Roti Prata
73. Holiday destination: NZ!!!!
74. Radio Station: 933FM.
75. Place to be: Home/SJAB HQ & Changi Airport

****** In The Future******
76. Will you believe in God: Will and Always be.
77. What you want to be when you grow up: Successful Man

******Random Questions******
78. Define Love: Love is an energy which exists of itself. It is its own value.
80. Favorite Place to go: beach
81. Favourite day(s) of the week: Saturday
82. Bedtime: Not consistent..
83. Who Is Least Likely To Send This Back: Dunnoe...
84. Satan or God or atheist: Angels!!

******More questions:******
85. Do you love someone rite now: I love not only 1 but a few..
86. Do you care about someone: of course..
87. Do you think of someone everyday: yes..always.. u noe who..
88. is anyone special to you: there is other than my family..
90. finishing time:2.55pm

Haha.. enjoy the survey ah.. lolzz...

Morning all!!!...

Had a busy weekend.. was activated to support Exercise Silver Creek in Nee Soon Camp!!..kinda interesting but tiring!! Reported at Nee Soon Camp as early as 1300hrs on 190507 and hang around..fight mosquitoes till about 1500hrs.. haha! then start to prepare the stuffs for mobilisation.. and guess wat the "button" only be press at 2000hrs. So full ops start frm there.. things start to be moved.. ppl start to work.. vehicles start to stream into the assembly areas. Great feeling manz...

Ohh the whole thing ended on 200507 1600hrs but I was relief frm duties and dismiss at 1200hrs as me and my team done our part for the exercise already.

So me and Iskandar drove to the carpark at Cineleisure...hahaa.. sleep there awhile before proceed back to HQ Supply and meet Sir.. heez.. tok tok abit before Iskandar drove me to Commonwealth MRT.. I took a train back to tampines to meet Nurul and the rest.. take my Fa box back.

Walk2 ard in Tampines awhile then go home le...

Today..i on OFF!!..hahaa..shiok2.. maybe later ard 12+.. going out to Tampines.. need to transfer some $$ to sum1.. then i will go SAFRA.. feel like bowling.. heezz..

Okie.. tats all for today or rather now.. take care peeps!

1110hrs 210507
Fai

Hmm...

You say that I am childish...

I need to grow up...

I am insensitive towards people...

I'm losing faith..disappointed & confused...

What I feel becoming more reality...

No words can redeem what was said yesterday.. Words from your heart are finally out..

I never ever restrict you..everything i give in and have it your way...

All I wish was the truth and sincerity frm you...

I thank you for that and may you pursue what true happiness meant to you...

Maybe things would be better if you didn't give me the chance...

I now truly agree that the truth hurts but I shall persevere on...

I believe frens out there..support my decision...

Special thanks to Jiejie..Shimin..Sharon! You guys are great..buddies for life!

1600hrs 170507
Fai

Thanks guys for your concern...Hmm, yah.. i agree that my blogs hab been really troubled and down lately..

Okie..as I promise.. I will pick myself up and cheer up. Find my old self..the bubbly and happy ever-smiling guy.. heezz.. i noe.. when i say tis.. u guys will say the same ting.. "ya ya..thats the real you".. i just wonder if u all secretly plan to give the respond to my that sentence.. haha!

Anyway.. I am having a terrible stomachache now.. it been on going for weeks.. i dunno wat the cause but it is really painful to the max at times.. I certainly hope tat I will get well soon..i can't eat or even drink much..I will vomit it out.. am i pregnant? =x

Hmm..today morning had a terrible stomach pain but i drag myself to camp..anyway it is only half a day.. so once it is time to leave.. i neber waste much time and make my way to the bus stop.. believe it or not.. i am damn pale.. imagine my skin color and u can see my face pale..how serious it is.. but lucky for me.. i manage to survive reaching home.. quickly eat a spoon of rice and eat medicine le.. I am alone at home.. my dad n mum went out .. my sis in sch.. i'm home alone =(

After all those chats and feedbacks that I get from you guys.. It sumhow effect me.. I begin to wonder if I really doing good to her and myself or I am just being stupid.. but I dun wan tink bout all tis..i just want to have some quiet moments and free frm all this tings which I just can't..

Guys..please help me... God..please guide me...

1600hrs 150507
Fai

I totally agree with Sharon that "True love doesn't need words, true love can speak for itself" but at times especially now, it is making me confused...

Everything is fine but I suppose some tings still bothered me.. even how hard i try not to care or be effected by it, it just still does..will change my mood instantly.

The assurance.. the talks we have..the time we spend together.. it really sumting that I wun forget no matter wat.. beautiful moments..

Maybe to love someone is really that hurting.. i would prefer to be loved but I dun tink I would have the priviledge..

I am just the boring guy who just being myself.. I am neither a gentleman nor am i a mr nice guy.. I am the boring idiotic foolish Fai....nothing to be proud about.

Sumtimes I just wondering why do ppl feel afraid to meet up with their peers or their previous partner after things do not work out. Is it that bad or difficult?...people tell me that time heals..etc etc.. but I tink it is not necessary true as other factors do matters..such as feelings,situations..etc

I hate no. 3 now..it seem that this no. associated with alot of bad happenings lately.. haizz..

Here a joke to share..haha!!

A concerned husband went to the doctor to talk about his wife.

He said to the doctor, "I think my wife is deaf because she never hears me the first time and always asks me to repeat things."

"Well," the doctor replied, "go home tonight, stand about 15 feet from her, and say something. If she doesn't reply, move 5 feet closer and say it again. Keep doing this until we get an idea about the severity of her deafness."

The husband went home and did exactly as the doctor had instructed. He started off 15 feet from his wife in the kitchen as she was chopping some vegetables.

He said, "Honey, what's for dinner?"

He heard no response. He moved 5 feet closer and asked again. No reply. He moved 5 feet closer. Still no reply.

He finally got fed up and moved right behind her, about an inch away, and asked again, "Honey, what's for dinner?"

She replied, "For the fourth time, vegetable stew!"



Today I on OFF day again.. heezz.. Tml, I going work for half a day and gonna be on leave till Friday again..haha.. It can get rather boring. Doing nothing at home.. haizz..

Yesterday was Mother's Day.. morning went to Zoo for a duty till about 3+.. it was rather nice to be there again.. the last time I went there was last year..not that bad though.. heez

Hmm.. I am so bored now.. went to read others blogs and leave tags.. haha!

Ms Tanned, cheer up!..anyway.. u gonna have an exciting week starting from today le.. gonna b home late hor today.. heezz..

Okie ah..will blog again later.. i suppose.. take care peeps..

1225hrs 140507
Fai

I read this from somewhere.. haha!.. actually some chain thingy but I was just wondering how true the facts below.. hmm *winkz*

Every girl dreams that one day....

she will find a guy that does these things for her.Even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.

1)give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
2)leave her cute text notes.
3)kiss her in front of your friends.
4)tell her she looks beautiful.
5)look into her eyes when you talk to her.
6)let her mess with your hair.
7)touch her hair.
8)just walk around with her.
9)forgive her for her mistakes.
10)look at her like she`s the only girl you see.
11)tickle her even when she says stop.
12)hold her hand when you`re around your friends.
13)when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
14)let her fall asleep in your arms.
15)get her mad, then kiss her.
16)tease her and let her tease you back.
17)stay up all night with her when she`s sick.
18)watch her favorite movie with her.
19)kiss her forehead.
20)give her the world.
21)write her letters.
22)let her wear your clothes.
23)when she`s sad, hang out with her.
24)let her know she`s important.
25)let her take all the photos she wants of you.
26)kiss her in the pouring rain.
27)when you fall in love with her, tell her.
28)and when you tell her, love her like you`ve never loved someone before.

So how guys...aren't it sweet.. muahahaahaa!.. but not everyone like it.. =)

Haizz.. she is angry again...

She hanged my call.... Haizz.. I dunno la... If I make her sad, I wud be more sad... But I will listen to ur advice.. dun tink so much..rite?

I must be more positive... I got you and I shud not worry about anything else...

Do take care my dear Ms Tanned...take care!~

2320hrs
Fairus

I'm seriously very tired now.. very very very very tiredd..... why am i feeling tis way? hmm.....cause i dunno how i shud be feeling... I feel so emotionless... get it?.. no feelings... all the things come to me at 1 time.. why ah.. why?... dun bother asking me wats wrong when whoever read tis post.. cause i wun share with any1.. never will cause i starting to lose the value of "trust" that I expect frm people...

2305hrs
Frust Fai

Today very simple day... early morning go camp.. do work and went for meetings after meetings.. so tiring.. haizz..

Anyway... after work... go to Bedok and walk around.. then go NTUC to buy some stuffs.. after tat went home le..

Wash up.. prepare my stuffs and then watch vcds till now.. heezz..

Tis weekend very packed.. got mobilisation exercise till next Tuesday.. Then from Tuesday till Friday got to clear up all loose ends in my work...got to do handing over to my understudy... Then the weekend.. not sure got anything or nt yet.. high chances dun hav anyting but I tink will find sumting to do bahz.. keep myself occupied.. heez... More commitments to keep me occupied.. dun wan to hav much free time.. mayb some time to sleep and rest abit bah.. haha!

Btw, below another joke to share...

A man wakes up in a hospital bed after a terrible accident and cries - "DOC, DOC...I can't feel my legs, I can't feel my legs!!!"

Well of course you can't silly!", replies the Doc...

"I've cut off both of your arms."

Hehe.. okie ah.. quite lame though.. heezz..

Btw.. Ms Tanned, enjoy ur weekend doing your favourite stuffs... and have a great week ahead.. do take care and pls..pls noe ur limits and dun injure further... haizz..

Ohh ya.. My dear Ms Tanned.. I feel the same way like u la... u noe.. i noe.. can liao la.. no need say liao.. later u sian ah.. haha ..

Take Care Peeps...

0050hrs 5/5/07
Fai

Another joke to share with all....

There was a lawyer and he was just waking up from anesthesia after surgery, and his wife was sitting by his side.
His eyes fluttered open and he said, “You're beautiful!” and then he fell asleep again. His wife had never heard him say that so she stayed by his side.
A couple minutes later his eyes fluttered open and he said “You're cute!” Well, the wife was dissapointed because instead of “beautiful” it was “cute.”
She said “What happened to ‘beautiful’? His reply was “The drugs are wearing off!”

Enjoy..enjoy... haha!

Today is only half day for me.. I took half day Off today.. heezz...*yawnz*..

Haizz.. my stomach still abit pain but tink wun die la..haahaa.. it helps to flatten my stomach with all those visits to the toilet.. wahahaha!!..

Anyway.. I nothing much to blog now.. heezz..

Hmm.. I tink i make sum1 angry again..opps, i did it again...so so sorry.. maaf.. dui bu qi..

Hope she doing fine in sch.. faster end sch and she can relax le.. got long break b4 her meeting.. but actually I shud nt worry for her too much.. she so independent and a happy go lucky person. She will do just fine without my constant naggings... =)


Okie.. take care peeps..

0843hrs 3/5/07
Fairus

This is my 100th post to blogger..!!!

Oh well.. I got nothing much to blog today.. been home all day in pain.. my stomach hurts alot..haizz..

Thanks to Sharon for your msg...I be fine.. I'm strong..remember?.. haha!

Hmm.. let me see.. tml will be another hectic day as today I am not in the office.. I believe work would have pile up by now.. haizz.. wish me luck..peeps~

Here is a joke that I receive not long ago...

When a car skidded on wet pavement and struck a telephone pole, several bystanders ran over to help the driver.

A woman was the first to reach the victim, but a man rushed in and pushed her aside. "Step aside, lady," he barked. "I've taken a course in first-aid!"

The woman watched for a few minutes, then tapped him on the shoulder.

"Pardon me," she said.

"But when you get to the part about calling a doctor, I'm right here."

Haha.. I find it funny.. so first aiders out there.. do be more careful of who you push aside the next time u attend to a case... =p

** I'm satisfied with what I have now...everything is okie to me but unfortunately, I can't share with everybody one of the thing/person that make my life so happy.. just can't reveal it.. kinda sad thinking of it sumtimes..haizz!...only Les Bro knoes about it**

Can someone tell me whether it is a bad thing to be associate with me or it is just there are other reasons..? Hmm.. I tink better dun brood over it...zZzzZzz

Today I neber go work.. had a terrible stomachache in the morning... Went to the toilet a few times.. arghh..

So called my officer to tell him tat i am reporting sick.. so around 7+ like tat, I slowly make my way to the polyclinic and my mum meet me there after sending my sis to sch..

Got 1 day MC.. so quickly rush home and come online after eating my medicine.. go thru some blogs and friendster profiles.. hmm... I wish I didn't come online...

Anyway... below are some jokes to share...

A man goes to the doctor and tells him that he hasn't been feeling well.
The doctor examines him, leaves the room and comes back with three different bottles of pills.

The doctor says:

"Take the green pill with a big glass of water when you get up. Take the blue pill with a big glass of water after lunch. Then just before going to bed, take the red pill with another big glass of water."

Startled to be put on so much medicine the man stammers: "Jeez doc, exactly what's my problem?"

Doctor says, "You're not drinking enough water."

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Outside a chemist in a busy street, a poor man is clutching onto a pole for dear life, not breathing, not moving, not twitching a muscle, just standing there, frozen.

The pharmacist, seeing this strange sight in front of his shop, goes up to his assistant and asks, "What's the matter with that guy? Wasn't he in here earlier?"

Assistant replies, "Yes he was. He had the most terrible cough and none of my prescriptions seemed to help."

Pharmacist says, "He seems to be fine now."

Assistant replies, "Sure, he does. I gave him a box of the strongest laxatives on the market... Now he won't dare cough!"

Enjoy the jokes... sumhow I feel that some humour would help here...

2/5/07 1120hrs
Foolish Fai

Today went down to Aviva Open Championship with Les and Nurul.. take a look abit abit then proceed on to Suntec...

Walk around in Carrefour...haha.. buy alot of sushi.. courtesy of Ms Nurul.. haha!!

Then we walk2 around till we reach Marina Square... had our dinner there.. we had Samy's Fish Head Curry.. Yum Yum.. shiok and nice!..

After that we walk2 around abit to digest our food before we walk to PS that side to take a bus to Tampines... went Popular to buy some stuffs.. after tat went home le..

Ohh ya.. had a small request from Nurul and a small agreement... we see who will win.. heezz.. *bleahzzz* =p

Okie.. I shall end here le.. wanna go zZzZ.. my bed miz me le..

2300hrs 1/5/07
Fairus

I just suddenly wonder if 2 persons can get together as a couple if no love exist between them?....

Is it possible...?...

I told this to a close fren... " Is it true that its hard to forget the past?"

He reply... "You and me know the answer. So please for goodness sake, wake up and stop being stupid"

ohh well... I reply to him.. " I dunno.. I do not want to know... so I guess it is matter of time before I am hurt again and again.."
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I told this to another close fren after she told me to take care and be happy.. " its okie.. i am beginning to be numb with my feelings.."

She reply.. " cannot like that... you cannot be someone with no feelings.. so cold person"

Ohh well.. I reply to her.. " If life making me to be this way.. I will just follow suit... it is matter of time that I be hurt again.."

And guess what? both of them agree that I am foolish and stupid.. I know what the outcome and situation but I guess everytime I tried to pursue my happiness.. i get sadness in return... agree?

Life so unpredictable and I am really afraid of it...

I should start to be thankful with what i have with me now and not worry of what I do not have...

Every WishINg Star I Make Is A Wish To God thAt You can be BleSSed wIb HapPinEsS & ProSpEriTy...

1150hrs 1/5/07
Fai

Happy Labour Day!!.. Its a public holiday.. so cool.. hahaa...

Hmm.. today got 2 duties going on.. 1 at Queenstown stadium which is the Grace Games Day... 1 at indoor stadium is the Aviva Open Championship...

At 1st, intend to go the Queenstown Stadium but looking at the time,situation and direction to go there.. it will take some time and abit tedious.. haizz...so skip the idea bahz..

Haizz.. i end here 1st cause i dunno wat gonna happen later.. hahaa!!...

Take care all...

1030hrs 1/5/07
Fai