I dunno wat to say... haizz... nvm.. short and simple for today...

Have a nice day and happy public holiday tml!!..

Get well soon Ms Tanned... starting to miss u le.. heex =p

Take care peeps..

1735hrs 30/04/07
Fairus

Today nothing to update much.. shall do the highlights only..

Hmm..woke up early and enjoying the morning breeze as usual... then took bus to Bedok. Going to HQ to settle some stuffs.. After tat, around noon.. decide to go home.. so I took bus 21 to go straight home..

Now I'm home...come to blog and after tis.. gonna rest in peace on bed.

Take care peeps..

Am I in existance....I wonder??...

1535hrs 28/04/07
Fairus

Today nothing to update much.. shall do the highlights only..

Hmm..woke up early and enjoying the morning breeze as usual... then took bus to Bedok. Going to HQ to settle some stuffs.. After tat, around noon.. decide to go home.. so I took bus 21 to go straight home..

Now I'm home...come to blog and after tis.. gonna rest in peace on bed.

Take care peeps..

1535hrs 28/04/07
Fairus

I was very worried moments ago.. she still not home yet and still outside nowhere... Haizz..called her twice but no one answer.. msg also no reply.. haizz.. was really thinking alot of tings.. aiyoyo.. haizz

However.. lucky tat she picked up the call just nw.. she is home le.. phewzz.. really glad.

Tml dunno wan go hq or not.. no meaning to go also...see how la... I can predict it gonna be a boring day..

2320hrs 27/04/07
Fairus

Bored.. I'm so bored...haha.. today very simple day... Whole morning busy with the official opening thingy.. then around noon.. go for lunch as a section..wee weet.. it been a long time since we all had lunch together..

After tat.. boss send me to the MRT station.. but guess wat.. instead of redhill station which is just around the corner frm where we eat.. he send me to Commonwealth.. wahahaa...

So took the train back to tampines.... walk2 ard till about 4+.. then take a train to Bedok lor.. frm there.. go home.. it is raining heavily.. haizz..

Reach home.. no1 at home.. so means no food.. so hungry... before bathing.. go cook rice 1st.. wanna fry later.. heezz.. so habing fried rice for dinner.. okie la.. own cooking.. of cos nt bad..lolz!

Then now blogging lor.. nothing much to do at the moment.. online... msn abit here and there..lolz!

Kkz.. thats all...

I miSs hEr......

2045hrs 28/04/07
Fairus

Lunch time... So cold.. So tired..So lethagic...So dunno wat liao.. Mixed feelings now..

Having terrible headache again.. dunno why these days keep on like that..haizz.. lack of sleep and so much things on mind..dunnoe la...

How I wish I can go back now and lie on bed.. body aching manzz.. zZzzZz...

Must endure a few more hrs!!..think i gonna take bus 65 frm harbourfront.. a long trip home.. gonna use the time to sleep and rest my mind.. enjoy the scenery... kekezz..

a rather packed weekend ahead.. Fri morning got event in camp.. afternoon,I be on half day OFF.. intend to go Bugis Village buy sumting there.. any1 wan accompany me..? *winkz*

Saturday morning will be helping out at the AFA exam in HQ... Z/S ask me to ask if Ms Tanned able to make it but I doubt so.. she so packed liao lor.. Afternoon.. dunnoe what I gonna do le.. see how ah..

Sunday is duty till 1pm..after tat, think i go home or find sumting to do bahz...

haha.. it is packed but kinda abit boring towards the end of each day.. but nvm la.. muahaha!

Okie..shall go do my work again.. shall do as much work possible so that can relax abit by 5pm..heezz

1210hrs 26/04/07
Fairus

Its raining heavily outside...It was already raining heavily early this morning when i am on my way to camp. Hmm..at tat point of time,the 1st thing that come to my mind is not how am i goin to get to camp in the rain but it is how SHE going to get into school without getting very wet.. Althought it is almost impossible to do so.. all i can hope is tat she wun b tat wet bah.. wun wan her to get sick as she got a busy weekend ahead and many busy days....

No need to say.. i am very2 wet..haha! Lucky that I am changing into my No.4 if not.. i be stiff cold le. Kwang Kwang Kwang... haHa!!..

Hmm.. today gonna be a busy day.. got Opening Ceremony tomolo... will update more later...

Take Care Ppl!!

0935hrs 26/04/07
Fairus

Currently in the office... gonna be lunch time soon so thought of blogging...

Btw, I applied internally to serve on in the army for 2yrs contract.. it is possible and will be going for interview on one of these days with my S1 and SM. Hope it will be successful.

Anyway, I think this the best opportunity given to me.. the prospect and benefits are rather cool.

Ohh well.. I once wish to be a teacher but it is now left as a dream.. maybe it is a very prospective and good career.. sharing knowledge and so on.. but too bad i do not have the interest anymore and it is just not my passion. Maybe I am not the right person for it?

However I believe, watever you do and the job is.. you are doing a service and doing gd to someone/something out there in one way or another.

Examples:
Taxi driver - drive passengers to their destination and alight them to where they exactly wants.
Cleaners -clean all those rubbish and unwanted stuffs left by people.. not many ppl willing to do this okie...

So I certainly hope that I could continue my service with the army and even make it my career.

Oh well...see how it goes bahzz...haizz...

Hmm.. let me analyse this whether i am doing likewise...

Love is not 2 forget but 2 forgive, not 2 c but 2 understand,not 2 hear but 2 listen, not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON !!!! ... =)
Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love. ... =)
Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him. ... =)
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. ... =)
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead. ... =)
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. ... =)
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. ... =)
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says,"...that's her." ... =)

Okie.. hmm.. think I shall end here... gonna finish some stuffs 1st...

**May all your prayers be answered and the people around you appreciate your presence... Ms Tanned..**
Hope sham will be back on good and very close term with you again like in the past. The person so precious and close to your heart. The person who know you inside out and been there with you when you are down.Your best buddy,your favourite. Wish everything will go smooth for you and him as well as in watever you do...All the best.

Take care my frens...

1225hrs 25/4/07
Fai ..(-_-)..

Got terrible headache now.. tink gonna go rest soon...

Hmm...I kinda dun understand... hmm.. i'm being paranoid or feeling confused again.. arhh..shucks..

I just dun feel that well....*silence*

I read this from somewhere.... "It takes three seconds to tell someone you love them, hours to explain it, but a -lifetime- to prove it."

I have learned not to worry about love but to never let it go if will it ever come with all my heart.

2035hrs 24/04/07
Fairus

My doubt and questions are answered... heezz.. Thanks lots my dear.. you take gd care ya.. sooo happy..

The foolish bear and sick bear story begins... luv ya.. keke =p

Ying.. i wish it be everlasting and sweet like yours too!!.. haha..

0900hrs 24th April 2007
Fairus =)

My doubts and questions are remain unanswered...i'm abit confused...haizz... wanna enlightened me so tat i cud rest my mind....keke =p

24th April 0030hrs...
Fai..

22nd is not really a day to be remembered...haahaahaa... hmm.. many happy days ahead...promises will be fulfil....

With trust and time.. i will show that i meant my words.. << haha..sound like ur blog song.."words"..wahaha

signing off...
fai..

I am who I am... my blog song.. =)

Hmm..for now nothing much to blog about.. am i a happier person now? Yes but are you happier too? I dun wish that to make me happy, you choose to make this decision. If it make u feel terrible, i rather it didn't happen..

But i assure you that there are better days ahead and be positive... remember my words and promises.. i didn't forget and do my best to fulfil.

So.. will 22nd April be the day to be remembered?..... =)

Anyway..today I off day.. going out later with mummy.. she wan go jalan2 so accompany her.. heezz...

Btw.. Nurul.. hav a great day ahead... enjoy our time and do take care during silat training today.. asst instructor sehzz... =x

Take care all..

Fairus

Yesterday is really a disasterous day or rather bad day for me. Haizz.. actually not only me la.. it is also for Les and GQ... just some example of why i said so.. Les dropped $50!!... I dropped $10!..GQ.. for him.. he is very stressful and he dun really look tat gd.

Hmm.. she msg me asking me not to spread bout her.. I didn't!!!.. i only spoke to Nurul bout it and it is just a remark and not even talking bout it. How Gerald knoe bout it... he may overheard it or wat.. even if it is me who tok bout it with him... we r very close tat we talk almost everything under the sun. It was never spread to spoil ur reputation or intervent into ur privacy. Furthermore.. pardon me for saying it.. if you wun wan ppl to knoe, avoid writing it in your blog.

Btw.. yesterday was Zone 7 FAC, everything okie okie la... went down as neutral statistic officer.. so it lasted till about 6pm... after tat.. gq,nurul and me go simpang bedok to meet Leslie. Had our dinner and chit chat... oh ya.. it is 1st time that Leslie met Nurul and talked...

After dinner.. we took bus 10 to Tampines... then from there.. we went home.. les,nurul and i went to take bus at stadium tat side..

** I am really sorry for wat I done on our trip on bus 10.. I really dun mean it and it never cross my mind to ever hurt you in any ways.. to see you cry, just hurt my heart and worst ... it is indirectly cause by me and my stupid idiotic actions. I will never treat you that way again...only that I will keep quiet as usual...**

Today it is OTC last day.. Exam day.. woke up at 6am.. then prepare myself to go out for OTC... give morning call at 6.30am but she wants to sleep summore and dun wan go kayaking.. so wish her "gd nite" and let her enjoy her sleep.. gd life.. not like me already outside on the way to HQ on a beautiful Sunday morning...

Today OTC nothing much...left earlier cause got sumting on... anyway today suppose to meet William but think I am not ready to meet him with nothing.. Furthermore.. i am not in the right mind set... knowing something serious like tis happen to her.. it just worry me and just hav tis uneasy feeling in me.

Haizz.. she really lucky to have Serene to confide on... I really wish that she will have more of such frens.. As for me.. i guess i am not really good with words bahz.. boring guy.. hmm.. watever it is.. hope you be alrite and ur wounds will heal fast.

I am very2 sad.. tired..mentally and physically.. will i ever have a clear mind and be stress free again?... although I am happy at times.. there are times that I will feel tis pinch in me that cause me to just feel negatively.. haizz... God help me pls..

Signing Off...
.. Faifai ..

Tml is Zone 7 FAC.. all the best to all comp teams..

Just went thru the archives of ur blogs.. hmm.. it is my 2nd time reading it....nothing much to do so go read lo..

haizzz.... missing her already.. adoii...hahaa!!

gud nite ppl~..

signing off... ah'fai

Morning!!!... Hmm.. rarely i will blog in the morning... hmm.. just that feel like to blog since last nite.. haizz...

Its my 80th blog entries!!!.. hahaa...

I just dun really like when people tell me ... " I dunno...dunnoe.. i do not know.." ... maybe cause it been taught to me or train that it is not a good way to reply to a question.. it may look as though that you r not interested or simply want to end the conversation as it is... However, to some ppl, i can understand la but pls try to minimize it.. *winkz* ... hahaa!!

Hmm.. i kinda miz you so much..hahaa.. weird.. almost see u everyday but still like tat.. hahazz.. okie.. i noe wat u tinking... "siao..i think you mad liao!"...haahaa.. dun 4get 20% of ur heart is with me.. haha.. safely kept. wahahaha!!!

As the days and time keep on ticking.. the more i treasure u.. love you..heezz.. mayb its true tat i am afraid to lose u... hmm... feel honoured or not?... hahaaa!! Lolzz.. tink i'm mad.. not tat kind of mad... but the other kind of mad... hahaa... i feel so happy to have you around althought u like to bully me la..sob sob..

Hmm... got to get back to work le.. later update again... buhbye...

Fai

Hihi!!!!!!... I found my assurance and confidence to move on le... heezz.. thanx...

my initial schedule plan for today changed totally.. haha.. hmm.. overall okie la.. dun wan to elaborate more but still i love her more and more each day...

Hmm.. true true wat been said... some tings are felt more than said.... and good things are worth the wait... right? *winkz*..

take care ppl!!!

Enlightened Fai

This morning woke up at 6.30am... then gib morning call.. talk awhile before getting ready for work.. it is raining rather heavily..
** hmm.. you could actually tell how I feel... thats really touching.. =p

Today I got half day Off.. so left camp ard 12.30pm.. took bus 197 back to Bedok before taking 228 back home.. it is a long journey.. tiring too..haizz.. Btw.. i had nasi brayani for breakfast.. hmm.. frm STK onez.. long time neber eat frm there..

Today very simple day... later meeting sum1 to pass some stuff cause it is not convenient for her to bring around in the morning.. so meet her liao.. think will go back home again and slag bahz...

Maybe meeting sum1 tonite but I tink better not... she will hav a long day tomolo and anyway she didn't promise that she be meeting me.. so tink just take it as not meeting.. wud be better for her.. no need tink bout it. Can enjoy the day and reach home earlier... correct?

I'm feel kinda troubled.. why ah?.. am i tinking too much or tings are slowly going to be bad for me?...

It is really difficult to forget the past and someone who once rule your heart. Someone who to you so perfect and really make things goes fine. I truly agree and it is proven... Although it dun last that long from the previous experiences.. it still leave a very deep impact to u.. I can understand and see that...
Something in me telling me tat I should start to take a step back and move on.. let nature takes it course.. will treasure all those sweet memories as part of the chapters in my life. I believe trust and time will decide the outcome. I learn to look at certain things at different views and angle for the past few weeks..
Truly a good learning experience and teach me to really re-evaluate the meaning of friendship,trust, patience and sincerity.

All I need is just an assurance and confidence to move on but............. I do not get any...

Signing Off,
The Lost Fai

Today.. i off day!!!.. wahaha.. happy lor.. finally get 1 off day.. can sleep late.. heez.. Anyway I enjoyed my day today...

Just a short update..

Morning.. I go swimming at Kallang Basin Swimming Complex... haha.. shiok2.. it been a while since i step into a pool.

Ard noon.. meet Nurul... then we go take MRT, go Jurong Point... she wan buy a present for hadi.. her ex ex bf cousin.. i tink..so end up.. buy bowling set.. heezz..

After tat.. we took a bus back to bedok lor.. she need to develop some photos and then rush home cause today is her mum birthday... Happy Birthday Auntie!!!..May all your wishes come true and stay happy always.. =)

Overall.. my day today.. quite okie la... i am very happy !!!!!... hahaha... for now at the moment... =)

Ohh ya.. almost forgot... got a new nickname.. "asshole" ...hahahaa... =x

Take care ppl...

Fairus

Today I woke up slightly later than yesterday because I already know the time needed to take from home to camp... just nice reach camp at 7.45am.. today is healthy lifestyle day.. so morning everyone in pt attire.. do warm up.. run around the camp and play our games.. quite okie ah.. my last few weeks in camp before I ORD.. hmm.. gonna miz the camp and the people.

Around noon,we go Bugis to purchase some stuffs for commanders.. haizz.. wear uniform go such places attach too much attention le.. aiyoo.. haizz..

Went back camp and start teaching the guys how to do things so that they can slowly take over my works... time flies rather fast today.. it is already 5.30pm.. so i changed my attire and leave camp.. took a bus to bedok.. however, stop at marine parade there...to wait for Nurul, meeting her to go Bedok... haizz.. actually was thinking of not meeting her.. cause she is very sick.. i dun wan her to go out.. but we still meet up in the end..

She is coughing every now and then.. got flu... but lucky no longer fever le.. she still look very weak.. haizz.. kinda worried for her.. she got a long day tml again and a hectic week ahead..

Haizz.. please dun tok bout death...i am really scared to even think of the future.. not to mention death.. haizz.. really feel depressed thinking bout it...

Hmm.. March 2008.. hmm.. significant month.. hmm.. why?..dun tell you all.. find out urself...

Promises.. to those who knoe me well, I dun make empty promises and i rarely make promises if I can't achieve it. Even I dun achieve it 100%.. promises to me are important so I will give my best to fulfil my promises.. However, some promises are special in which I do feel that we got to be flexible in breaking it abit to achieve better outcome. I do make big promises to Allah & my parents... I believe Allah will understand if shud I have to break a promise, it would be something that I meant well and for the benefit of all. I do not wish to elaborate what the promises I made or etc... the point that I wan to stress here is that God is very understanding and knows what is going on in you and the things around you.

Anyway, we are doing good now...improvements as days went passed... however, I certainly hope that you could concentrate on your studies since your semester starts. Do study hard and achieve your goals. I be here to support you and give you all the encouragements as long as I can.

I think I said enough... tomolo i on 1 day off.. thurs pm off and fri pm off... saturday got the zone 7 first aid comp and sunday got the OTC.. next monday i on 1 day off again..

take care all..

The Sunken Soul...
Fairus

Today I woke up very early..as early as 4.45am.. cause want to try taking a new bus service frm my place to camp.. hmm.. the journey do save me about 15mins to reach camp.. but dunno if it is because i took the early bus or the journey really like tat de.. dunno la...

So reach camp.. draw out the office key.. change into my no.4 uniform.. go for morning parade.. start working le.. send out the orders to the suppliers.. do some store works.. then sit at my computer to slag awhile.. waiting for enchik to come back.. sit with him to plan for our event on wednesday at our sub unit..<< in the end the event was cancelled..

About 2pm.. went to medical centre for ORD medical review.. did all the check ups..haizz.. got a problem..dun wan to elaborate but i am very sad...will go back for review again in 2 weeks cause of it.. =(

the rest of the day was rather normal... leave camp about 6.30pm.. took the same bus home...ok la.. it took slightly longer to reach home.. mayb cause of the different route.

Anyway.. she is very sick.. frm morning got fever le.. as night come.. she got fever,flu,cough and a terrible headache but she still choose to go for her Silat.. haizz.. hope she be just fine...

Haizz.. I am feeling really tired now.. maybe abit depressed but i will be positive.. i must...
pray for me guys... i really wish to achieve all my dreams... or maybe it will be really just dreams..

To all out there.. do treasure the people around you and cherish them... I treasure and cherish what I am having now.. quite happy with how things are now.. hope it get better each day..

Good things may only come once.. miz it and it might neber come back.. <<-- my officer favourite sentence to me.. hmm..

Lina, special notice for u... dun be afraid to tell him how you feel.. he feel the same also lor.. *hint* (dun tell him hor.. =x)

I shall end here... haizz.. sorry if it sound boring...I am quite a boring guy... stupid idiotic mad..hehez..

Signing Off..
Fairus

Hihi Peeps.. so sorry for not blogging for the past few days.. Been busy with stuffs and dun feel like blogging..

Anyway, I am in camp now.. got a terrible headache.. hope it will be better soon.. haizz...

Yesterday was one of the happiest day I ever had... took alot of pics but can't share with u all..so sorry..ahahahaa!!.. =p

Hmm.. just changed my blog song.. I saw the MTV.. the ending really sweet.. the story line also not bad.. Will my ending be likewise or .............. the lyrics also meaningful... haizz...

okie..shall go do my work liao..

Okie.. i blog again tonite... see ya!!

Its 1.35am on my clock... I just can't get to sleep so I decide to blog a little.. haizz... I dunno why.. but I am rather affected by what she said earlier on thru the phone.. what will happen in the future.. i really afraid..i certainly hope it will turn out well but i just can't bear to even think of it. I am really feeling lost... Allah, please help me.. guide me to guide her... whatever happen, I leave it to fate and may it all end well.

Give me strength to move on....

I will always wish the best for YOU and watever YOUR choice and actions will be, i hope it wud be the best for YOU..take care sick bear..

So tiredzz...Today i shall not blog.. will update tml.. okiez..peepz??... heezz.. anyway today is the 10th day straight we met..hahazz..I not sian hor.. dun get me wrong.. just updating only..heezz.. but she gonna be busy liao.. sch reopening soon and her scdf schedule damn packed.. not to mention her SC and SS...hahaazz.. nvm.. we see how it goes ah..haha!!

Hi my friends...as promise... Here I come to blog bout yesterday lor... but before that.. I let you noe my location..haha! It is at zone room using gerald's laptop to blog..hehe...

Ohh well..Yesterday was rather a very long day... Morning wake up at 6am,,go wash up and so on... meeting 1 of my sj guy to pass a key to a room. It is the SJAB Flag Day. So meet tat guy at about 6.50am like tat near Bedok Interchange... After tat.. it is already about 7.05am.. suppose to call nurul at 7am!!!..arghh.. haha.. nvm la.. 5 mins only.. so I call her up..give her morning call..She pick up the call and she sound so sleepy and very weak..aiyoyo.. so I ask her if she still wan go make her passport.. she said not sure and we tok for about 5 mins b4 she decide to go bathe and then call me if going or not... So i walk around bedok awhile before taking bus 196.. on my way...she call me up asking me where i am.. so i told her tat i am on 196.. will past by her place.. so if she wan go out,can still meet her..if nt, i continue the bus till HQ lor...

So in the end.. she said that she wan go make her passport. So okie lor.. i alight at her house bus stop..wait for her to come down.. and guess wat, she wore pink! so am i(fac07 comp shirt)..hmm ppl will tink we r couple liao lor.. wahaha!! Okie.. so she ask me why i wear same color as her.. i tell her how i noe mah.. she copy me not i copy her lo....

Ok..she looks much better than yesterday sumhow.. so we took bus 197 which will stop at north bridge road and we will walk over to the building lor..So the journey was rather quiet.. she sick so very quiet..spend her time sleeping or listening to her MP3.

At the building.. we try to find out wat the procedures to register and etc..so ask at the counter and proceed on with it when we realise tat her mum haben transfer $$..wahaha.. alamakz.. so after she call her mum.. we go bugis to hav breakfast.. eat2 le then took a bus back to lavendar lor.. hehezz.. btw.. at bugis.. i saw Mingli and gang doing flag day..wahaha...

So to cut short.. she submit her application for making the passport le.. so after tat..we decide to take a bus back to Bedok lor...Nurul look kinda pale..so I suggest tat she go home n rest... sO we took a bus back...once reach bedok..she ask me where I goin.. then i tell her tat i go HQ to prepare OTC stuffs for tml lor...then noe wat.. she wan go also..hmm..then i said tat she so sleepy n weak le..still wan come with me ah.. then she said nvm.. on bus can sleep..wahhzz.. wahaha..so we took 196..(realise tat tis is my 2nd 196 trip liao and my 2nd appearance at bedok..)

Okie..so I reach HQ.. prepare the tings for OTC...and she wait for me near Zone 8 Room.. not many ppl at HQ yet...many still out on Flag Day...So after tat.. she ask where we heading next..so I told her..let go buy her plasters for her wounds..so we took 196(3rd 196 bus) to Bedok (3rd appearance!!)... So when we about to reach bedok.. she ask if wan watch movie..so I tell her tat it is up to her.. i'm fine with anyting.. so she call her bestie.. Hisyam.. and I call Gerald who happen to be at BEdok.. heezz..

However.. Gerald got to go HQ 1st to return the tins....this time take MRT to lavendar( Heng ah..) BUT it is my 2nd appearance at HQ!!..waahahaaa...my gdness..So reach NHQ..so many ppl le.. then saw Sir Chin..took the opportunity to tok bout some sj stuffs.. After tat.. Nurul,Gerald and myself took bus 100 to Vivo lor...meeting Hisyam there.. Along the way.. Gerald told me tat the guys wan go play soccer... so I was tinking.. hmm..it been quite sumtimes since I played soccer with them.. and Nurul is with Hisyam..her bestie..so at least they besties can hab some time outing only the 2 of them lor..

Before reaching Vivo.. guess who I meet on the bus... my dearest darling Ms Tan Mei Lian,Joyce!!.. the Chiobu who accompany me for 2007 countdown at Pasir Beach Singles' BBQ.. wahaha..so sweet and happy to see her sia.. heezz..anyway she is 1 of my close fren frm my studies at ITE Tampines...cool babe..

So reach Vivo.. tell Nurul tat we leaving earlier to play soccer and she may call us after her outing with Hisyam...Anyway I shall cut short on this part.. in the end....we didn't watch movie.. and Hisyam came down just to have a cup of coffee at starbucks while we surf the net..he go off back while Nurul end up walking ard with us at Vivo.. arghh.. Nurul.. kan kecian dia tu..alamakz...Anyway at Starbucks...Nurul and I nothing better to do.. go and tag each other at her blogpage..haha.. we r just next to 1 another..take turns to tag..aiyooo..weird rite...wahahaa..

So anyway.,,frm Vivo..we took bus 10 to Tampines.. kinda long journey manz.. so during the journey.. haizzz.. Nurul cried.. aiya.. she tinking of the past again...really can't get over it yet...so poor thing.. anyway I tink it is partly my fault.. if I didn't stop frm coming with us to HQ.. she wun see HIM in HQ lehz...but to me.. it is just matter of time..

So anyway..we reach Tampines...then decide to eat dinner 1st before going back.. so we had our dinner at S-Eleven..Nurul eat her porridge..while for me.. i eat chicken rice.. normal favourite food..

Gerald not feeling well.. so do Nurul although she is much better than in the morning..

After eating...Nurul and I took a bus to BEDOK!!!!...wahaha.. tink my 4th appearance at bedok?

When reach Bedok..i'm too tired le.. so Nurul took bus 196 home..while i took 66 home...reach home about close to 10pm like tat le...Go wash up and then play the comp liao..then when Nurul call.. she sound so sick again..haizz..her blocked nose again..alamakz...so tell her to rest early lor...so put down the phone and I continue doing my stuffs on the comp..

Then some time later.. tok on the phone again..haha...talk for about 15mins like tat then ask her to go rest le.. Haizz.. so worried for her...

Ohh ya...sumting we are proud about.. today 1st April 2007 marks our 25th day of knowing each other.. thruout tis 25 days.. we neber miz to talk,call or meet each other everyday..wahaha..and best of all..we neber quarrel even once...hope it stay tat way bahz..wahahaa..another thing.. today will be the 7th day straight tat we meet each other...record manz!!..wahaha

Hmm.. okie la.. i tink i end here 1st... take care ppl... Nurul, get well soon!!!
Btw.. paiseh ah if the entry too long liao..wahaha!!

Regards,
Fairus