Hmm..todae is rather a tiring day.. haizz.. me with injured finger.. and now new addition to it.. foot blisters and fever.. haha!.. thanx to the sun and rain... bo pian.. like my mdm say... we all sick or injured not important but wats important is the preparation for the IMF goes smoothly.. haizz.. today job start as early as 7am to about 3pm.. only stop to eat breaklunch at 11.30am to 12pm...hahazz.. haizz.. my shirt was all wet..not by the rain but sweat..dripping like *toot*... haizz.. same goes for the other 2 storemen..lolz.. haizz.. just for all tis..we got injured and all tat.. worth it or nt ah?..

Anyway.. todae feel much better... ah quek is out of camp le..lolz.. too bad he got to go his aunt house..if nt we meeting le.. haizz.. miz him sia.. my kai xin guo...the guy who will listen to all my woes and gib his views.. heezz.. alrite la.. sumtimes how steady the guy is.. he still got his weakness.. same goes for me mahz.. haha!..

Hmm..2ml is another busy and long week ahead.. haizz.. full force log support liao.. IMF is started le!!..arghhh.. Hmmm..hope faster finish sia..lolz.. btw, any1 watch the " little man" movie le?.. I wan watch!!!..any1 to pei me?.. hahaha..

Let me see.. wat else to say ah.. btw, i suddenly realise tat all those ppl tat i hardly get to speak or meet for quite some time..start to appear again.. hmm.. is there a conspiracy or sumting?..lolzz!! but good ah tat u all back.. cos i miz u all alot...lolz..

Hmm...suddenly tis thought come to my mind, why is the person still can't let go of wat we already release her from?.. can you kindly leave for good or at least keep urself away from our business cause it is no longer ur business... and my deputy DO NOT need your advice on wat he or we wan to decide on... And pls.. dun ask for too much cause it just get irritating every time you do tat... i am being kind enuff by not putting ur name here... if still persist.. dun blame me for doing sumting tat i hate to do.... We used to care for u.. but it is ur fault tat from "care".. it became " heck care"... dun tink i dunno wats goin on... most ppl around you are not tat nice you tink they are... actually not about being nice or wat but the point here is tat i can't stand it anymore especially you critise my deputy..he is my jovial junior, great brother and is a trustworthy person. He is an OFFICER.. mind u.. he is commissioned... he is older and seen the world more than u... why u want to say tat he will need your short sighted or close to worthless advices..

From the above..you can see how agitated i get if u wan to find tai ji with him or even us.. he is 1 of those who i treasure alot and u offend him.. it mean u offend me.. simple as tat...

I dun care whether u get to read all tis or not.. but important is tat i put it here black and white openly!!!...

Heezz.. sorry guys if today blog abit of like scolding ppl..hahaa... just let off the steam... heezz..take care all!!

Here I am blogging again at tis late hr of the day... just for record purposes... i haben get a single sleep since yesterday...hmm.. my eyes is painful now but still can't sleep...

Hmm..spend time chatting with some people in msn... ppl like faridah whom i haben contacted for quite sumtime.. haha.. althought see her online.. hardly chat with her ever since end of last yr.. lolzz.. Huiying.. haha.. another of my otc buddy.. we hardly tok on msn also lor.. today then we tok2 again..haha...hmm.. let me see who else... ohh.. yan ni!!...my old buddy as well.. hmm.. we got history wor...shhzz..secret.. lolz!... hmm, oh ya.. also got bernie.. alamak tis gerl.. she rarely come online but once she do.. i better siam.. if nt sure flood de..funny ger though...lol!

Hmm.. ya..last and not least.. sharon.. hmm.. chat2 abit lor.. it is abit tense actually.. can feel the tension in the conversation...haizz.. i dunno ah.. i am trying hard to forget the whole ting and be normal...like she wanted..we be frens.. but y suddenly gib me the negative answers... i dun feel hurt but i just can't help to feel disappointed.. mayb tis feeling is temporary... hope so bah... hmm... mayb she facing probs at the moment.. mayb she feel hurt with some of my reactions too.. i really dunno.. hmm.. any1 knoe?..

Hmm.. 2ml need to b at camp by 7am.. haizz..another long day...aiyoyo..and monday is my ops duty..ohh jia lat manz..haizz.. Hmm..

Sharon is habing her gastric pains again.. hai yoo.. better take care mah.. eat regularly... even dun wan eat.. at least dun torture ur stomach n urself..get sumting light to eat or drink wor..

Okie.. tink end here.. goin watch wong fei hong show..lolz.. tis show watch so many times also still nice to watch..lol..

Kk..take care all.. =)

Here I am blogging again at tis late hr of the day... just for record purposes... i haben get a single sleep since yesterday...hmm.. my eyes is painful now but still can't sleep...

Hmm..spend time chatting with some people in msn... ppl like faridah whom i haben contacted for quite sumtime.. haha.. althought see her online.. hardly chat with her ever since end of last yr.. lolzz.. Huiying.. haha.. another of my otc buddy.. we hardly tok on msn also lor.. today then we tok2 again..haha...hmm.. let me see who else... ohh.. yan ni!!...my old buddy as well.. hmm.. we got history wor...shhzz..secret.. lolz!... hmm, oh ya.. also got bernie.. alamak tis gerl.. she rarely come online but once she do.. i better siam.. if nt sure flood de..funny ger though...lol!

Hmm.. ya..last and not least.. sharon.. hmm.. chat2 abit lor.. it is abit tense actually.. can feel the tension in the conversation...haizz.. i dunno ah.. i am trying hard to forget the whole ting and be normal...like she wanted..we be frens.. but y suddenly gib me the negative answers... i dun feel hurt but i just can't help to feel disappointed.. mayb tis feeling is temporary... hope so bah... hmm... mayb she facing probs at the moment.. mayb she feel hurt with some of my reactions too.. i really dunno.. hmm.. any1 knoe?..

Hmm.. 2ml need to b at camp by 7am.. haizz..another long day...aiyoyo..and monday is my ops duty..ohh jia lat manz..haizz.. Hmm..

Sharon is habing her gastric pains again.. hai yoo.. better take care mah.. eat regularly... even dun wan eat.. at least dun torture ur stomach n urself..get sumting light to eat or drink wor..

Okie.. tink end here.. goin watch wong fei hong show..lolz.. tis show watch so many times also still nice to watch..lol..

Kk..take care all.. =)

9/9/06

Hi all.. this date is rather memorable for me.... it is both happy & sad day for me... happy to see that my elder god-sister got married with his caring and frenly hubby... hmm..as for sad... i dun wan to elaborate on it.. hmm..

My day start rather early today...6.30am reach camp le... slag till about 8 like tat b4 start to move n do the distributions to the different vehicles to be send to the locations & hotels.. haizz.. cut my finger todae..got poke actually by the staplet.. bleed2 till the box reddish like tat..haha.. hmm.. neber mind..it is not tat painful compare to being hurt in some other way..lolz..!! Hmm..work n work till 3pm like tat... then go bathe.. and went down to fort canning to attend my sister wedding.. heezz.. so many ppl.. i reach le.. walk into the ballroom and saw her at the stage there... quietly find myself a place to sit.. heez..

After a while.. i dunno how she manage to see me... she come to me and there we are hugging like some siblings haben meet for yrs.. haha.. but indeed.. we haben meet for about a year liao..lolz.. then come the hubby... i dun really noe him tat well but met him a few times le over the years.. heez..

Spent my time there till about 6pm b4 i make my way home.. went over to PS there..walk2 awhile...dunno where i goin also.. tired liao.. then go take bus home lor.. reach home..bathe again.. prepare my stuffs for tomolo..work!!.. hmm..and now here i am...bloggin..oh ya..i change my blog song and some stuffs.. hmm.. kkz.. tats all folks~!..

take care all!!.. thanx for visiting my blog... do be good and stay healthy...heezz...


hmm.. feel like blogging suddenly... actually nothing much to tok bout today as whole day work and work only... then at nite come to msn after a long stressful day... tats when things start to b worst... wun elaborate on tat but trust me.. i really hope sum1 is there for me to tok to but i just dun hab any.... so no choice.. my blog is my only choice. Life is really always like to gib me false hope..why is it like tat?... Hmm, i hab turn a new lifestyle..neber bother ppl.. dun care bout anyting n simply dun really care bout anyting... critism is already becum immune to me.. but despite all tis.. i still got prank by life.. hmm.. mayb wat i said all tis are craps or too chim but i suppose only i knoe wat it meant.

20 days have passed and it came to an end..btw, quek is in camp now. I just wonder wat wud b his 1st sentence to me bout tis matter.. haizz.. guess he will b speechless... anyway, msg him le to tell him the news... it wun effect his performance bah.. dunno if sunday able to meet him or nt... he b tired and i be busy with IMF in Suntec.

Oh ya.. eve is another person who will b speechless.. haizz.. i dunnoe la.. part and parcel of life bah... u lose some and u gain some... just hope tat i can handle the situation well enuff..

just wondering..wat are the tings tat i fail to notice bout her and noe well bout her.. is it too late to find out?...

hmm.. tok abit2.. it becum an entry liao..like tat also can....

Hi all... I do not noe how to start or wat to write... guess i just can't even think properly now.. take care everyone...

This blog song truly explain how i am feeling now... it became a reality... haizz... life must goes on.. i will be strong to go thru tis.. jia you!

Hello everyone.. hehe.. I am tired but rather hab an enjoyable night yesterday...as for today, it been a long day after the 12 hrs duty without sleep.. heezz... kkz, below are the details of the happening since yesterday...

1st Sept 2006
First of all wanna wish all the teachers.. Happy Belated Teachers Day!!..heez.. Hmm, start the day rather early..took a bus to camp frm bedok interchange at 6am.. sleep on the bus.. it was drizzling after a downpour earlier..so shiok..lolz! Reach camp, change into my uniform and start the morning routine work.. everyting was fine and as usual..busy lor.. till 12.30pm..YaY!.. half day worz.. but didn't leave at tat time.. only manage to leave at about 1.30pm..haizz.. wat to do.. got unsettled tings and cannot drag over the weekend lo. Took a bus and train then another bus to reach home..lolz.. reach home le..quick2 bathe and pack my bag.. need to go out again for an overnite duty lor.. time already 3pm..arghh.. meeting dar at 3.45pm..die2!! sure late liao.. so quick pack everyting and go out le.. rush all the way to the bus stop.. lucky got bus 65 coming while i crossing the road.. quick flag it b4 it went off.. phewzz~.. Haizz but still i am late..reach about 4pm..haizz.. sorrie dar..
So off we go to HQ.. heez.. take a train down.. reach hq.. james, yong qing,szeling,weiqiang and eve reach le...so i ask them wait awhile.. i go find sunny and settle some stuffs... so about 5.30pm like tat , we make our way to Sentosa in the ambulance drove by Teh.. Reach there le.. then go find the organiser lor.. we were told tat our point is outside the event area.. hmm..so okie, decided tat we make the ambulance as our FAP... would be better..lolz! everyting was rather quiet for the event but not the same for us the first aiders..lolz!!..then ard 7pm like tat ..get the ambulance out to fetch leslie,gerald n huiying.. heez...they bring in some goodies..lolz..
So we slag..laugh and joke..craps for the whole nite...haha..spend more time talking and interacting among ourselves than goin to patrol..lolz!!... hmm.. about 3++ le...all start to feel sleepy and tired le.. including dar.. heez.. her sleeping time worz..lolz!!.. so there we sit in the ambulance..take a short nap..disturb eve and yong qing.. haha.. eve so poor ting..haha!.. so it went on till about 6am.. I go to find the organiser to inform them tat we r leaving if there isn't anymore things..so off we go back to hq... all tired liao..lolz..

Reach hq.. unpack abit tings frm ambulance then eve,gerald,me,dar and les.. take a lift frm teh to the mrt station lor to go back tampines.. in the train.. all too tired le..so the moment got seat.. all zZzzZZ..lolz..except for me..haha..too awake le.. red bull effect too strong. Reach Tampines.. les go home 1st cause he wan to sleep b4 goin for a meeting at bedok. So left 4 of us.. goin for breakfast.. eve goin to cgh for orientation..heez..So we hav our breakfast at mac lor..Haha even till tat time, eve still kena suan by us..haha!..

So eat and eat.. talk2..lolz.. keep pestering eve to change into her nursing uniform..haha.. finally she change at the mac toilet b4 goin cgh..haha.. woo hoo.. missy worz..lol! so about 7.55am like tat.. we leave the mac lor..cause eve need to b at cgh at 8.15am.. heez..so off we go to the interchange lor..haha.. dar and me still can't stop disturbing eve who is lost finding the right direction to the bus interchange..haha..almost make her take the wrong path which lead to CS n TM..lolz..

So there's where we separated to go home lor.. dar take bus 293... eve take bus 10 and gerald walk home lor.. heezz.. so i took bus 65 home lor.. hmm, reach home le.. go wash up and straight to bed 1st..heezz.. but can't sleep..lolz..so rest down there.. neber move..lolz.. around 12 like tat..come online.. then see dar.. hmm..so say hello and also checking if she working today.. but it seem tat she not working..yay!~..hmm, so we chat2 abit lor..she just woke up and just in time i come online..haha!

Hmm..so we chat till about 2 like tat.. i got to go camp le..so leave for camp lor.. reach home about 6+ like tat..then relax awhile b4 come online lor..hehe.. chat with dar again..haha.. hmm..so now nothing much le.. resting lor ..prepared my uni le..heez~!..

Thats all folks..take care everyone!!...

dear..u neber fail to put a smile on my face. Thanx for being there and it is really a memorable time tat we spend last nite at the duty.. do take care ya.. miz ya lotsss!! *hugss*