Hihi peeps..finally I am back to blog...how are you ppl doing? Today is a Saturday lor...It is the Corps POC...hehe..finally! It was a very2 emotional onez...haha! Got reflection speeches by a few members of wat they think bout SJAB...a lot of them cry out, I didn't because dun wan la...later paiseh sia..haha! Hmm..i dunno wat to say suddenly..hmm,okie la..Foong Ming won 2 awards today..highest PD and Outstanding Cadet 2003 for her std..Melissa receive the Best Progress Award and not forgetting Siauling also get the award..wee a weet!!..It certainly very cool to see all of them promoting and receiving their awards...I dunno..it might be my last POC in Tampines Corps..nobody noes..next year will be NS le..then after tat..it will only left fate to decide wat will happen in the future. My passion and interest in SJ have not die...but i just hope that it will not die so easily especially to Tampines Corps.. I hope the std3 members will go to their SNCO and all of them pass out as Senior NCOs. Mayb i be inactive with them..i goin NS and Std3..will go for their O'level... and when I am back..majority of them will be around as active members in the Corps..some might be C/L or even officers by then...hee~ i tink i end here 1st..God bless all of you..take care peeps.


Hi peeps..I am feeling really confused now.Okok..lets start from the beginning. Start the day with school till 12pm like tat..then went for lunch and proceed home. Play the com for 1-2hrs then it was raining heavily lor..at 4pm,went to meet Ruping..we r goin hq tat side to collect the trophies for POC and I goin HQ to get the certs stamp with the seal.
Okiex..everything went smoothly..and we waited for sindy to come lor at ard 7++..then spend the next 15mins to stamp the certs.After doing all tat,we got nothing to do while waiting for sindy to finish her meeting.So we sweep the floor lor and tidy the zone room. Then the meeting ended,Sir Chin come into the room and ask Ruping if she wans to come back..then she kinda reluctant lor and can't give her answer straightaway. After that,Sir Lip Yuen ask her if she interested to help out and come up Zone to be in the Public Duty Dept. She actually quite happy to hear that and tempted to come back but then she can't give her answer now.So Sir Lip Yuen turn his offer to me BUT I am in a bigger dilemma..I am the only Corps officer left in Tampines Sec Sch. Tampines got it greatest blow when Philip,Ruping,Cheewah,Taytong and Zhiwei left in a short period of time early tis year and everything drop to me like an atomic bomb..Okiez..enuff of that. So my direction is clear..i can't leave the Corps just yet and got to give that public duty offer away. Then later that night..after talking on the bus..Ruping getting more and more eager to come back and to take up the offer.Okie..as a friend,I am happy for her but as an officer of her Corps,I feel utterly disappointed.The Corps need help and manpower but yet she do not wish to have anything to do with the Corps anymore.There is no way she goin to come back and be the Corps OIC of Tampines.Okie..maybe she not cut out to run the corps after she had a trial out BUT how bout me?..I am not given a probation but I am appointed here as the Corps OIC for just 1 simple reason..cause my previous OIC left and Ruping left as well..They do not have that much trust on me when I first start out but I prove them wrong.What I am concern here is that if you don't trust somebody and just to save urself from getting a big responsibility..you just throw the thing to him..It is very2 selfish of you.Everyone is busy and got their own commitment..but how bout me?I am in my final year and NS is waiting for me..Do i ever have the chance to learn things without at the same time have to know everything within a short period of time.I just feel very mixed up now...all kind of encouragement,advices and support is not I want but what I want is to have the people who really still have the heart to come back and do what you suppose to be doing but you choose to leave as to avoid the arrow. To put it in a bad way, I am readily shot without any chance of running away. I know that I can decide to do something or not as I am a human with feelings and not a robot but can u bear to leave the Corps that brought you up to what you are now.U think you will be here at where you are without the existance of the Corps?..If I am to go on with what I am doing now, I will go bonkers and those who left and put me in the position that I am now will be my most hatred people in my mind.Not that I hate them as an individuals but I will always remember them as selfish people.Sorry if it sound very offending but I do have feelings and I am really tired to be doing things to satisfy everyone. Ever since I step into the management side,I been going thru hell and doing alot of stuffs without much open complains but even with complains..i still put my best in doing the tasks given to me..tats my principle. But now,if they take my this point for my weakness to let them throw everything to me just becos they r very busy and not able to cope..how bout me? Now if they got the time,why didn't they come back and help as the interest is still there. Responsibility again..I just hate it when they come to so called help in certain things and then gone missing or conclude that they done their part..they didn't lor..some things need follow up lor..and everytime..it is me who got to clear it up myself. 1 more thing..Dun ever compare the Corps and other Corps because 1st thing,you got no rights to say which corps is better as u only been doing things in the corps tat u r frm and not the one that you are comparing to.2nd..if you are so good and full of brilliant ideas,come back and improve the corps..no use talking only..it is like farting without any smell..people can hear but can't see the result.Yah..so my only hope is that the majority of the current Std4 will come back and help out soon.I should be able to carry on for the next 6 months but after that,I didn't know.Like Sir Lip Yeun say..it is a rare opportunity that he can offer me this lobang but I got no choice for now..mayb i could think of a gd solution soon.I think i end here..thanx peeps for coming to my blog.Take Care! **vErY2 dePrEsSed**

Hi all..today i got nothing much to say just tat it is quite a nice day lor. End sch at 3pm lor..not at 5pm..haha!...then reach home..come MSN..chit chat..then prepare the CRO info b4 sending to Huitong.Hmm..okie..i tink i end here bahz..tomolo class at 1pm..woo hoo!But end at 5pm..nvm la..can onez ah..haha~..okie,hope all of u out there also had a nice day today lor.Take care all~..see ya peeps~!!!

Hihi Peeps!..I am back after a long day of programming..haha!Okie..let start frm the beginning..Today sch start at 1pm..Horray~!..haha! So went to class..have some refresher quiz on electronics applications..I scored quite high..haha!abit rusty ah..tats why neber get full marks..lolz~.Okiez..then the whole thing last for 2 hrs..so it is 3pm,we ask if we need to attend the afternoon class and the teacher said,u may go home..u r exempted..woo hoo~!..so i call my mama and go meet her at bedok interchange..had our early dinner lor and as we r eating..it started to rain heavily..so we take our own sweet time to eat lor.Then when the rain stopping le..we make our way home lor. Reach home..bathe and so on..then come online for a while lor..then go watch tv. Then come online again..see amanda meiz..chit chat lor..haha..then ask her help me change my bloggy skin but end up..it abit go haywired..lolz!Anyway..thanx alot amanda meiz for the great effort lor!..Hmm..so then she need to go offline,my bloggy still cannot make it lor..so i decide to get cracking..slowly to edit the skin of my blog till wat it is now lor..about 2-3hrs then i get tat..okie la..actually i took amanda's meiz bloggy skin and use(sorrie meiz..*bleahz*)..then I dun feel nice lor..so i change it again..then so it looks like wat it is now lor..hehe!Kinda interesting to do all those programming..haha..will add more things soon bahz..Hmm..then after doing all tat..here i am to blog again lor.Ohh ya..Farhah got a new bloggy..hehe~..she just started yesterday lor..haha..thanx to me..i encourage her to have 1 again..haha!!..*standing proud*..lolz~!!..Okie la..end here..i wan ZzZzz...tomolo sch start at 8am!!..arrghh..got assembly..wish me luck peeps~..take care all~!

Yozz Peeps..firstly wanna wish everyone out there..Happy Youth Day!!..Good hor no need go school!But sad to say..it is also officially my 1st day of sch!!2nd year liao so not that bad in term of stress but it is bad when i see my timetable..my gosh!!..gonna hav a hard time tis term..haizz!Okie..today woke up at 6.30am..spend about 1/2hr swinging left to right and vice versa..haha~..then go to wash up and prepare to go sch le.Reach school at about 7.55am.Then sit at the office there with bryan..haha~..class start at 9am but i come at 8am..wahh..sound so excited..rite~ but actually i am cheated!..argghh!Okie nvm bout tat..so at 9am,go into class and see my new classmates..ohh mind~..some can make it and some totally can't make it at all!Haizz..then come the timetable..arrghh..sickening timetable..long hrs monday to thurs~..friday is half day(finally!!)..
Okie today suppose to end at 3pm but since it is 1st day..let off early lor..so i went home..change my clothes everything b4 goin out again.Then i msg amanda meiz..ask where she is..thought she at home but actually at TM,think she go watch movie lor..hehe~!Then we 1st arrange to meet at TM mac but then she neber turn up..wahaha!..so went over CS meet perry,foongming meiz and gerald.Then decide to msg amanda meiz to meet at CS the cinema there~..so go over..then very long queue de..then gerald go queue to buy tixs..we decide to watch some korean show..4get the title but got to do with wind onez..haha!Then amanda meiz come already..she come frm behind the standing posters..haha!Her frens was waiting for her at the side lor..then they want to leave then i giv the gift to her..so shy mahz..*bleahz*..haha!Okie then we go eat 1st at the basement foodcourt..i neber eat lor..then we saw leeling..haha!talk2 a bit b4 goin off for our movie le..then after the movie..perry and fm meiz goin off 1st..go study if nt wrong. Then gerald and i go to the shop to get a gift..hmm..the person help me to repair tat gift lor so went over to redeem it back.Frm there,we go TM lor..go walk2 abit..then buy BB tea b4 goin home.Reach home le..rest abit then go online lor..saw amanda meiz but neber talk..haha..she busy lor..i tink.So nvm,then i go to my e-mails..reply2 and send out e-mails..Then talk abit with some of my frens..then about to log off..hamima msg me..wanna play yahoo pool..so entertain her bahz..play with her lor..let her win 2 games..she so happy..act pro..haha!then i tell her tat i giv chance..she dun believe..so play another game..and she lose terribly..haha~..okok..then after tat..she wan sleep le..so i also come here to blog lor..so tats it for the day..tomolo sch start at 1pm and end at 5pm..arggh~!! Okie..to ppl whom i met today,i am glad and very happy to meet with u all!Life is short and unpredictable..once we part,we wun know when we will ever meet again.Watever it is,do remember it is all fated.Take care peeps~!!..

It is a Saturday~...No IM lor cause of the O'level Listening Compre so today sleep till quite late..then woke up at ard 10am lor..wash up and get ready to go TPSS.There is a POC meeting goin on.Before goin out..chatted on the MSN..tok to a few ppl lor..then ard 1pm,I went out le.Reach school,then most of them already there lor..then they discuss2 till 3.30pm.After tat,we sit at the parade square there..debating where to go..haha!In the end,marissa,tong and rynette go montip.So left siauling,jiazheng,foongming,jolie,gerald and me..we decide to go Mac eat lor.Then we reach mac..we use the Mac coupon(4xtra value meals and get 20pieces nuggets)..Wahh..i tell u ah..so much food!!can eat till u wanna explode.Haha..a funny thing happen there~..Gerald bought a float and a regular drink..COINCIDENTALLY,Jolie also bought a float and a regular drink!..haha~Wee a weet..then when they sit..got 1 sit leave empty between them..haha!then all the suan-ing start to come..even Jiazheng also join in..haha~..hard luck ah jolie and gerald..lolz~
Okie..then after eating..we can't finish most of the fries and the nuggets,so we again think wat to do next..after much talking,I tell them tat i wanna go buy gifts..then they say they accompany me lor.But when we leave the Mac,gerald wans to go off le to his aunt's house and jiazheng also left for home.So now left Siauling,Foong Ming and Jolie lor..so we proceed to CS..then pass by this particular shop lor..sell those assocceries de..then I go take a look..not bad lor the stuffs..then I bought 1 of the gift frm there. We then go YELLOW but nothing nice can be found there.We proceed next to another shop lor..and in tat shop..i bought another gift..Haha!Then we continue to walk2 lor..Siauling then said tat she wan buy straws tat kind tat can make things de lor.So we go on a search for it..we walk up and down until even we go all the way to POPULAR that side and guess who we saw??..Mr Quek..he look at us for quite some time b4 we notice him and we say hi to each other~..wahaha!Okiex..then we proceed up to POPULAR as Jolie wan to find some books lor..she is gonna be a tuition teacher lehz..haha!..we spend quite some time there..saw Shenhong lor..he buying whistle for a gerlfren~..wonder who the lucky gerl~..hee~!Then after tat..we all leave POPULAR lor..we decide to go home le as it getting late liao.
Reach home..I go bathe and so on..then come online le..saw amanda meiz..say hi to her and we start to chat..haha!..she always make my day~..so cute de~. Then i get so irritated by my bloggy layout..but thanks to Amanda meiz..she make it look more presentable and it looks better looking now..thanks meiz! Luv you lots manz!!*hugz*..hmm..okiez,then i spent quite some time online till 2am like tat b4 i decide to go to bed..so it ends here liao wor..thank you for ur support peeps..take care always ya!!See ya again peeps~!!

I'm back to blog again..Hmm,Let me talk bout my life on St John Day which is today!!haha..
I woke up in the morning and headed to the toilet to wash up..look out the window and i smell the air..i dun feel gd~..the wind and the smell..it is RAINING!But..still i just leave home and head for Tamp Sec for the parade.At the bus stop,I saw winnie and diana..haahaa..so we took the same bus.As the bus reach Tampines..it is already a heavy downpour..I so worried cause if tis continue..there will b no parade~ So Diana and I alight at the bus stop near the Stadium as Winnie already alight 1 stop b4 to cross the overhead bridge to meet her friend.So i decide to just run in the rain to cross the road to get to the hdb blocks to seek shelter..haha!But Diana say wait!wait!..then come running to share the umbrella with me..haha..so there we are sharing the umbrella..we walk all the way to sch..my whole body is drenched only my head and small part of my upper body not wet cause of the umbrella.I am so touched by Diana who offer to share the umbrella even though she dun hav to lor!..sobz sobz~..haha!Anyway she is scared tat she will be late BUT i tell her..dun scared,she with me wotz..haha!So let me continue on..yeah~..luck is on our side..the rain stop as it reach 7am.. so at 7.15am..the parade was form up..i stand by the side to watch the parade.It is a big success!..everyone perform well..got praise by the VP..wee a weet..well done TPSJAB!Okie..then after the parade,shenhong and i decide to settle our breakfast in our beloved ex-secondary sch!..haha..so we go buy our food..yeahz..we r enjoying our every single scope of the food.lolz!..then Xiuhui came down..she is having high fever!!!..arghh..so after eating..shenhong and i go sickbay to visit her.Her temperature very high..and her mama coming to fetch her..but then her mum can only come about 2hrs later.So i decide to stay there with her since Jolie got to go back class and shenhong leaving for his meeting. So i stayed there talk to her and so on..constantly checking her temperature..she not getting any better.Then she get a call frm her mama,her mama reaching in 5 mins..so I leave the room with her lor..return key and so on..then her mama arrive..so she go to her mama and I went off to meet my mama in beach road. I go make trophies there mah..so mama wait for me lor..
Then after making the trophies,mum and i took 100 to go kallang..she top up her ezlink and we take bus 21 home..Reach home..I bathe and so on..then check my mails..reply mails and then prepare to leave to Tampines Sec again.Reach Tamp sec..then saw the std3 there le..they chit chatting..then we talk bout the upcoming public duties and some other matters.After tat..we leave lor..i and gerald plan to go my fren's bbq but then..we halfway cancel lor..cause lazy ah..too far..so I call fm..but she still in class..Plan to eat dinner together but she no $$ so Gerald go take $$ frm his mum then we go S11 eat lor..scully FM call me say tat Jolie lend her $$..but we already order our food so we neber eat together..we eat already then we go find them(jolie and fm)..we chit chat abit b4 goin home lor. Basically tats all for today bahz..nothing much le..take care peeps~!